I'm Kim Y/N, 20 years old. I have two handsome brothers KIM TAEHYUNG and KIM SEOKJIN...And I also have a handsome boyfriend JEON JUNGKOOK I met him because of my brothers...They set us up in a date which turned up great...after that we started dating each other for REAL... We're dating for three years now...so yeah..

》Y/N POV《

Today is our 3rd year anniversary...Guess what...Jungkook called me earlier to meet up...I wish it would be a great surprise...
I feel uneasy because of it...but It felt like something's wrong...I did my routine since it's still early..
I wore rip jeans and Jungkook's white shirt that he gave me...I started walking to our favorite park where we first me each other....
Then I saw him..I run to him and gave him a warm hug...I hug him so tight...But he didn't hug me back like he always do...So I started to ask him...

Y/N: Kookie? What's  wrong?
Jungkook: Y/N... *Cold voice*
Y/N: humm?
Jungkook: I fell in love with someone else.. *Cold Voice*
Y/N: You're planning to court her?...So  you're going to break up with me today right?
Jungkook: Yea--

I cutted his sentence..

Y/N: Okay then if that's what you want...I'm always there to support you...I wish she would  treat you like I did or more...Love you the way you are...Make sure to love her more than you loved me...Remember the thing that I told you? I told you to choose the one who you loved the most it's okay atleast you didn't hide it from me..Also HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MY BUNNY!.....Good luck...And Ummm...I just wanted to thank you for those wonderful memories...And I also wanted you to know that I LOVE YOU...Goodbye  *smiles weakly*

That's when I started to realize that I'm crying so hard....I loved him but why?!...Am I not enough? Did I do something wrong?

Jungkook: Uhmmm...Ok bye.. *Cold Voice*

I started to run...I run and run till I realized that I was infront of our house...I went inside...I was surprised when I saw the BTS members...I noticed that Jungkook wasn't there....then someone spoke...I looked to that person..and saw Jin Oppa..

Jin: Looking for Jungkook?He told us that he'll be late---Wait...Did you cry!?
Y/N:.....No...Bye...

I run upstairs....I sat on the floor near my bed..and started to cry once again....I heard Jin oppa shouting telling me that Jungkook already arrived but I don't care...Urghhh!? My head is about to explode beacause of this thoughts inside of my head...I head down stairs...and head to our kitchen...I was wearing hoodie and jeans...I wear my hood so that they won't see my puffy eyes..I noticed the BTS members at the kitchen but I ignored them...Taehyung Oppa back hugged me...

Y/N: What now? *Cold voice*
Taehyung: yahh~ Where are you going?...Its already late lil princess~
Y/N: I'm just going to tell you and Jin Oppa that I'm going to buy something at the store..
Jin: Ohhh...Jungkook should go with you since he's your --

I cutted his sentence..

Y/N: Bye.... 

I hurriedly went to the store and went to the alcohol section and buy some...Then went home...I saw Jin Oppa walking towards me...Asked me

Jin: What did you buy?And Why are your hood up inside the house!?
Y/N: Oppa I'm sleepy...*yawn* Goodnight~ *Kiss in the cheek* Alien Oppa! Goodnight!
Taehyung: Yahh!!! Okay okay...Night!

I went upstairs....Then I shouted Good night Sugar Oppa!!Joonie Oppa!!Hobi Oppa!!Minnie Oppa!!then started to walk again when...Jin Oppa asked...

Jin: Ukkk..You forgot Jungkook~
Y/N: Ohh really? 
Jin: Yez~
Y/N: Ukk okay then~ GOOD NIGHT  JUNGKOOK *Cold voice*
Jungkook: hummm...

I walk to my room and sigh...Lucky Oppa didn't  notice...I hid the six bottles of alcohol in the small table beside my bed...Then went to sleep...

》TIME SKIP《
         》MORNING《
I did my morning routine and went down stairs.I wore sleeveless black croptop and low waist shorts with a black belt. I went to the dining area and saw everyone.Aishhh there is no empty sit except the one beside Jungkook..URGHHH!!! What should I so now!?
I was about to run away when Jin Oppa called me...

Jin: Ukk..Y/N!!! Morning!
Y/N: Morning Oppas~
BTS: Morningg Y/N ahh~
Jin: Let's eat Y/N ahh~
Y/N: Ahh Oppa I'm skipping breakfast today~
Taehyung: Ukk! Why~Something wrong princess? 
Y/N: Nothing's wrong *Fake Smile*
Jin&Taehyung: We know something's wrong Y/N you've been ignoring Jungkook.Did you guys fight?
Y/N: STOP ASKING ME OPPA ASK HIM!! 

With that I ran away...I want to be alone...I want to forget him...But I still love him....

》JIN POV《
What happend to this two?Aishhh I'll just ask Jungkook....

Jin: Jungkook...
Jungkook: Yes?Hyung~
Jin: Did something happen to you and Y/N?
Jungkook: I broke up with her hyung...
Jin: You what!?
Jungkook: I broke up with her...Why--
Jin: Taehyung get the ready....Where going to find Y/N....
Jungkook: Hyung you've got to be kidding me...Y/N is not a kid anymore she--

I cutted his sentence...

Jin: Shut up!!! You still don't know her that well..Taehyung hurry up!
Taehyung: Okay! Okay!
Jungkook: What!? It's not like she'll kill herself
Jin: Jungkook will you just shut up or just help us?
Jungkook: Really? Hyung? I'm planning to court someone else then you're going to ask me to help you...JUST TO FIND MY EX!?
Jin: Don't you have RESPECT!?

Jungkook didn't answer me and just left....

》TIME SKIP《
We've been searching for Y/N for hours now she didn't attend school either....Aishhh where is she!?

》JUNGKOOK POV《
I was laying on my bed when I started feeling bad...I shouted at Jin hyung...Ohhmayyygadd!!What did I do now!?....I decided to apologize that's why I went back to his place...When I got there I noticed that his wasn't there so I decided to go inside and wait for him....I wanted to check if Taehyung hyung is here so I went upstairs...When I got there I heard someone crying...maybe Y/N is back...How about Jin hyung? Is he searching on Y/N? should I make a call to tell him that Y/N is here?Urghhh!!!Why would I care?She's not that important anyway...I took a sit in their 2nd living near Y/N's room....Urghhh!!I can hear her cries!Can't she just shut up?After a few minutes I heard the guys downstairs...And 
Y/N? She's still freaking crying! I went downstairs....I walk towards Jin hyung...

Jin: Jungkook!?What are you doing here!?

He was about to punch me when we heard someone breaking glass upstairs...We thought it was a robber so we rushed upstair...When we got there...We searched where the noise come from and it ended up in Y/N's room....Taehyung hyung tried to open the door but it was locked....Jin hyung kicked the door...trying to break in when we got inside we saw Y/N standing and her hands was full blood, she was holding a broken glass...there's alot of broken glass near her...I saw her stepping in a broken glass which made her feet bleed....I...Felt sorry....I also saw bottles of alcohol...Jin hyung was walking towards her when she shouted these words...

Y/N: JUST LET ME DIE I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE!!! I SHOULD DIE!!!I DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE ANYMORE!!!IT'S OKAY *sob* JUNGKOOK HAVE SOMEONE ELSE *sob* NOW WHO CAN LOVE HIM MORE THAN I DID *sob*...I'M ALREADY OKAY TO SEE HIM HAPPY!!!

I...couldn't move...I felt numb...Then Taehyung hyung and Jin hyung ran to her...hugged her very tight....I felt sorry for her...but it's just I really don't feel the same way anymore...I stared at them...Then Jin hyung speaked...

Jin: Y/N ahhh *sob* please don't be like this...I don't want to see you like this again..

Again?What did he mean?Should Y/N and I talk?Arghhhh!!!

Jungkook: Hyu--Hyung Can I treat her wounds?Can I also talk to her?
Jin: Jungkook ahh--
Taehyung: Yeah were going now...I'll bring the first aid kit..

Taehyung hyung dragged the others out of 
Y/N's room...I walked towards her and hugged her tight...She didn't hug me back like before...
Then I speaked....

Jungkook: Y/N ahh...
Y/N: ...
Jungkook: Y/N ahh...

Y/N didn't respond it hurts me seeing her like this...Then Taehyung hyung arrived he handed me the first aid kit and left...I placed the first aid on Y/N's bed and carried her to her bed...

》Y/N POV《

Jungkook laid me on my bed and started to treating my wounds...Why did you even left me?I need u so much....And I really do...I love you.....