It's never easy to legitimately express how you really feel, especially when you're not even good at it. Which led me to different ed up moments for the past five years. On and off with Kyuhyun and of not him, Donghae. Got engaged to Donghae and called that wedding off because of Kyuhyun and three years later, I'm in the middle of Incheon Airport waiting. 

For the past eight years, you have been choosing between Kyuhyun or Donghae. Is it really necessary for you to choose now? To choose one of them? Is that where you’re going to be happy? Or do you just tell yourself that?