I knew things weren't right for some time now. We'd simply grown apart, we'd changed; both of us and not for the good. I miss the good old days, of course we can't dwell on the past but that doesn't stop me. Especially when it comes to remembering how he used to hold me, on MV shoots when it was late at night standing in the freezing cold wearing next to nothing then suddenly feeling those strong arms wrap protectively around my small dainty frame. Not just then but all the time, even just lazing on the couch and his warmth intstantly put a smile on my face and my heart

This is gonna come as a shock to everyone seeing as we're soon to be married but I'm just trying to spare further heartbreak for us both. 

I move off our plush bed and place the last of my belongings in the suitcase. I just about manage to zip the case shut when I hear the front door close. He's home. Then I hear the usual happy but tired sing song as you sing my name

'Taeminnie-ah~'

My tears already streak and stain my cheeks and it's not even began. I hear you run up the stair case and look in every room until you stop dead in the doorway of ou bedroom. Your beautiful round orbs slowly gather whats going on. The suitcase, my tears and the sorrowful way i'm looking into your eyes. You go to speak but I place a finger on your plump lips - slowly I remove my finger and fiddle with the white gold ring on my 4th finger. I gently place it in the plam of your hand and kiss your lips for the last time.

You keep on furiously shaking your head as we lock eyes, I see the tears you're trying so desperately to hold back.

'I'll always love you hyung, always'

'Then don't leave'

He placed his big hands either side of my face and looked into my eyes, begging and siently pleading with me not to go

'You'll thank me for this in years to come I promise'

Tears streaked down my face as I removed his hands from my cheeks. I picked up my case and almost made it to the frotn door when his arms clasped an iron grip on my wasit - he was on his knees begging me to stay, in between cries he was sobbing

'Please Minnie, Please saranghae...'

I shoved his hands off and away from me and looked down into his eyes

'You'll thank me in the future I promise'

'No I won't...'

'Saranghae'

 I whispered as I turned the handle on the door

'Fine! Get out! I hate you, you selfish bastard!'

He screamed finally losing his temper. Good it'll be easier if he hated me - it was all a blur but I found myself running back into the house and engulfing him in the biggest hug. He wouldn't ler me go, we were both on our knees crying our hearts out. I finally got him to look me in the eye before I took his lip and smashed them against mine. Adding my tongue and biting his lip giving him all my lust before parting for much needed oxygen

'You are the best thing that's ever happened to me,,,you'll always be in my heart wherever I go - always know that hyung'

I picked up my case and left him on his knees

'I'll never love anyone like I love you my precious Minnie ~ Saranghae baby'