How did I become like this?

I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know

-          Junsu oppa, what are you doing? Let’s go out for lunch

-          Hmm? I’m little busy now. I’ll go with you after finishing this song ok?

-          But I’m hungryyy~

-          Just a little bit more…

-          I’m hungry, oppa. You can finish after lunch. It’s late already.

-          Bu…

-          Fine, I’ll go alone.

Sighing, Junsu looks at the papers in his desk.All those song are for their next comeback, so he has to finish them all in this week. And it’s Thursday already. If he goes now, he swears all of the ideas’ll fly away from him, and all’s left will be sleep-less nights to finish those songs.

-          Jijunnie, I’m sorry

-          It’s ok. I’ll bring you something to eat to, hmmm?

“… I must stay here to finish those songs, even if it makes her sad…”

…

“… If I don’t write it now, I’ll forget. I MUST…”

…

“…No, I have to finish these before Sunday, I MUS-…”

-          Jijunnie, I changed my mind. Let’s go together. These can wait.

-          But aren’t you have to finish them in this week?

-          Yeah, but it’s ok. I can manage

And for that stupid decision, Junsu now feels so understanding to the students everywhere. Oh those sleep-less night and those coffee…

“Oh well, at least she was smiling”

     *      *      *

When I turn on the TV, there’re pretty ladies

But you’re the only one I see

-          J-Jijunnie…

-          GO AWAY!!!

-          Jijun ah, I…

-          YOU WHAT????  GO AWAY!! GO TO YOUR LIZZY ALREADY!!!

-          Jijun ah, it’s only acting

-          ACTING??? THEN WHY YOU TWO HAD TO BE SO FLIRTY LIKE THAT???? LOOK, TAEC DIDN’T EVEN TOUCH A GIRL

-          But…

-          HE DIDN’T TOUCH A GIRL AND YOU HAD TO PAIR WITH AN IDOL???? YOU MUST BE HAPPY, HUH? LOOK AT HER, SHE’S SOOOO PRETTY

-          Jijun, it’s not like that

-          THEN WHAT’S IT LIKE? BET YOU WISH YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND LIKE THAT TOO, EH? I’M NOT THA…

Not letting Jijun finishs her sentence, Junsu shut her by his own pair of lips.

-          Forget that, all I need is you, ok.

     *      *      *

You, ove flower

You, over alcohol

Words aren’t enough

-          Hey Junsu, wanna go get some drink?

-          Hmm, you guys go

-          What’s wrong? We have a day off tomorrow

-          Yeah, but Jijun doesn’t want me to go to the bar or drinking

-          WHAT?? So the almighty Junsu now give up all the fun just because of his girlfriend? Wow~ crazy~

-          Shut up. Just love and then you’ll understand

-          Oh well, what ever you say, what ever you say~

You, over me

I became a fool

I don’t know what to do with my heart

After his noisy fellow bandmates when out, Junsu is left alone at the dorm. And he too, starts wondering. Yeah, he’s never like that before. Not even for his ex’s, not even for his first love. Why is he suddenly acting like a highschool boy again? Is he too stupid? He doesn’t know, but not even bother to care anyway. All he knows is, all’s for his Jijun. And that sounds ok to him