This fan sign was going to be the death of me, I was certain. But actually being here was painfully amazing. Bitter-sweet even. To actually meet the idols you- well- idolize, has its own magic to it. 

I stole another glance at them, this time hoping to see a certain someone. There he was - tall broad and handsome. He was situated right in between everyone else. As he threw his head back laughing, my heart skipped another beat. How could someone be so beautiful?

I took another deep breath. I somehow managed to convinced myself I wouldn't be a complete wreck.

Boy, was I wrong. The next person was none other than Wong Yukhei a.k.a Lucas. 

I hit my hand against the table first and then accidentally slapped myself. When I looked up, I was met with blue contacts. *gulp*

'Hi!'

Why was his voice so deep. AAAAAAH.

'Hi.' I pulled down my blood coloured glasses with my index finger and managed to smile, how dorky I looked was beyond me.

'YOU CHECKING ME OUT MAN?' He asked or rather, stated as he chuckled. 

'Maybeeeeeee.' I winked. Why was I doing this to myself? It must've been painful to watch but hearing him laugh made my own wish to jump into a black hole and disappear forever seem insignificant.

'AHAHAHAHAH'

My heart started pounding against my chest. Stay calm. Stay calm.

'Xuxi. Or should I say Sushi?' I asked grinning. 

'ITS COOL MAN.' He inched closer and his face rested on his hands, just inches away from mine. I studied his face for a few seconds, how sculpted it was. 

'I Iove Sushi.' I lied. I hated sushi. I'd never even tried sushi, the idea of eating raw fish wasn't exactly topping any of my to-do lists. But that wasn't the point. 

'Ohhhhhh.' He smiled wriggling his eyebrows.

Before I could react, I was forcefully pushed aside. I was still looking at Lucas, he seemed a little annoyed at how abrupt our conversation was, and I was mad I couldn't even wish him or say goodbye.

While I was talking to Mark (who was a total sweetheart), possibly the only one who was more embarrassed than I. My eyes darted towards Lucas, who was looking right at me. I admit, I was blushing a little bit and then he had to go ahead and wink. 

Lucas just did that. He winked at me? WHAT THE LUCAS?!

I felt my face burning and imagined myself to be redder than my glasses. Mark got even more flustered seeing that I was flustered. What followed was a competition of who was more shy.

I didn't dare look at Lucas till I reached Jisung, the last in line. I hated how when he winked, such a small action, my entire facade of confidence broke down. I don't even remember much of my interactions with the rest of the members. Thanks Lucas.

Jisung gave me a finger heart and I did the same and wished him luck. I slowly leaned back. One last look wouldn't hurt right? Wrong. He was taking to a fangirl when I saw him, being all smiley and cute like he was. Mid laughter, he saw me. After a few seconds of strong eye contact he smiled and waved. I managed to smile back and he made a heart with his hands. I managed to dramatically clench my heart over his sweet gesture and pretend to fall over. That's what happened, except for the pretend part. I failed miserably at that, it's easy for me to lose balance. I got up off the floor laughing and looked at him, who was also giggling.

This was it, it was over. How was I to know this was just the beginning of a series of events?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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