Now, I'm not going to beat around the bush with you. I'm going to tell it like it is without any hesitation. If there's one thing I learned from years of fame, it's how to be more confident in myself.

I'm and idol in a four member girl group that debuted from YG Entertainment two years ago.

I'm used to having hate thrown at me for various reasons. Some of which are rumors; lies, assumptions, and mistakes that I've made.

What haters don't seem to understand is that even idols are humans. Idols are humans and humans typically have feelings. Just because we're famous doesn't mean we can't get sad or mad. But sometimes I can't always express the way I feel knowing that haters are watching. I can't express my feelings for the person I like. 

You see, I have a problem... And that problem is her. I can't even begin to express how stressed I get about not being able to express my feelings for her in fear of how much hate I will receive for it and how the member of the group will feel about me if I ever tell them. I can never tell them. They will hate me, and all of my fans will turn against me.

Hi, I'm Lalisa Manoban, and I like Jennie Kim.