jennie: lisa

lisa: what

jennie: what are you doing

lisa: nothing important

jennie: just wanted to say

jennie: that i wont bother you anymore

jennie: im so sorry for what i did

jennie: i never wanted to hurt you

jennie: it hurts me to see you so silent whenever we go out with the others

jennie: you're not supposed to be the sad one

jennie:  i cant help but feel like ive ruined you

lisa: what do you want me to say jennie

jennie: nothing, just hear me out

jennie: im sorry for kissing you. you can bury it in the deepest part of your mind or erase it completely. im so sorry.

jennie: i did it because i wanted to. the urge was so strong i couldnt ignore it. 

jennie: i was terrified lisa, i really was. thinking about you as more than a sister always scared me

jennie: we're not gonna survive out there, you know that right? 

jennie: my feelings or whatever the hell this is, i kept them buried because thats what im good at, hiding things and ignoring them till they go away

jennie: but you never went away

jennie: you were always there, gravitating towards me no matter where i went 

jennie: and those feelings.. the more i felt them the more i tried to bury them. the more scary things got t