I plan on visiting South Korea on the last week of November so that on December 1st I can go to Melon Music Awards and watch BTS. The day has finally came where I get to visit South Korea. I am on Korea Air heading towards Incheon. I have everything planned as far as places to visit, what hotel to stay at, and what food to try and eat. 

MMA has finally arrived. I am so excited that I am jumping up and down all over my hotel room. I start to pack my suitcase because I am going back home December 3 so I don't have to do it tomorrow and only take out things that I need for tonight and tomorrow. I had fun visiting places that I have saw on 2 days 1 night show and ate really good food. There was some ups and downs as I spoke broken korean but I got through.

MMA is at Gocheok Sky Dome at 7pm. Brought my ticket for section NA. I leave my hotel room and two hours early so I don't have to deal with much traffic. 

I got to Gocheok Sky Dome and there was a lot of people waiting for the doors to open. I brought some snacks to eat while waiting for the doors to open. Everybody outside of the doors could hear the artists practicing inside and was cheering them from outside. As I was watching the fans cheering and singing what the artists was practicing, I felt like someone was watching me from a far. But I brushed it off as if it was nothing because I didn't want to get my hopes up staying in South Korea longer than planned. The doors has finally opened and everybody starting going to there sections and giving their tickets at the entrance.

MMA has come to end. Everybody was walking out and talking about how the show went and wish that their artist won, but they were all happy because BTS was there. As I was walking out, I was looking at my phone for a restaurant that was famous for samgyeopsal-gui when I hit a hard and sweaty body. I looked up and around and I didn't know that I walked into a group of ARMYs in front of BTS wanting a signature, touch, and/or picture and me being an idiot walked right into Kim Nam-joon.

I stepped back and bowed. "Joesonghabnida."

Kim Nam-joon was shocked by the force of hit, cleaned himself off, and looked at me. "Gwaenchanha."

I walked backwards until I couldn't hear the screaming and see Nam-joon's feet. Feeling embarrassed I turned around heading towards the restaurant that I saw before bumpping into Kim Nam-joon. I cursed myself for not looking where I was going while heading towards the restaurant and also having that same feeling that I had earlier of someone watching me. I get into the restaurant and order samgyeopsal, soju, and beer.

 

???: bin jalieyo?

I recognized that voice and looked up then stood up. I looked around the restaurant thinking that this was a prank or something but then again this restaurant is famous for samgyeopsal. I looked at this person up and down thinking that this was a dream when I heard and saw that person clear their throat. 

Y/N: Joesonghabnida *bow* and animida. 

That person took a seat. The person was wearing a black hoodie, black cap, and black mouth cover. I was staring at this person still thinking that it was dream when I felt that same feeling again. I looked around the restaurant, even outside of the restaurant through the window and didn't see anybody looking at me other than the person that just sat in the empty chair in front me at my table. That was when I remembered my manners.

Y/N: Sul masillae?

???: *snickers because of your broken korean* are you english?

Y/N: *look up in shock and almost yelled* YES, mianhaenida.

???: It's okay and no, thank you. I just wanted to see if you were okay.

Y/N: Other than being embarrassed, I am okay. Where is everybody else?

Nam-joon: They are in the car waiting.

Y/N: Oh okay. 

I continue eating and drinking to stop myself from saying anything stupid and embarrassing myself more. I look at him and saw that he was on his phone texting someone. He is so beautiful up close. I feel like I have died and gone to heaven. I look at my phone to check the time and see that it was getting late. I look at him and he is still on his phone texting someone.

Y/N: Do you want or need anything else?

Nam-joon: Mianhae. Can you hold on a minute?

I finish up eating and drinking thinking that this is still not real. 5 minutes later...

Nam-joon: Sorry.

Y/N: Its' okay. If there is nothing else, I am going to get ready to go as the restaurant is getting ready to close and it is getting late for me.

Nam-joon: Okay. *He stands up and then you stand up*

Y/N: Thank you for coming to see if I am alright and really love your performance.

Nam-joon: Thank you and you're welcome it was my pleasure. Wish you the rest of your night. *bow* Annyeong

Y/N: I will thank you. *bow* Annyeonghigaseyo

I watch him walk out and then sit back down and cover my face in embarrassment. I finish up at the restaurant and plan on going to 7-11 near the hotel to buy soju and beer to drink at the hotel.

I am walking to the hotel from 7-11 and texting to my friend about how everything is going, when I felt someone tap on my shoulder. I turned around with fist in the air because I was scared out of my mind and saw that it was just Nam-joon with a smile and hands up.

Nam-joon: Mianhae *looks you up and down with hands up*

Y/N: Gwaenchanha *lowering your fists down*

Nam-joon: Where are you going and what do you have there?

Y/N: My hotel room and *looks down at the bag* got some drinks.

Nam-joon: Oh okay. Umm, do you have time to talk?

Y/N: Umm, it is cold and I really want to get to my room. Is it important?

Nam-joon: How about I walk you to your room while we talk?

Y/N: Okay.

 

We both walk towards the hotel in silence for 2 minutes. My phone was going off in my pocket and I knew it was my friend wondering what is going on. I was trying to think of ways to not embarrass myself than I have already, when I heard him speak.

Nam-joon: Are you going to answer that?

Y/N: Aniyo. It is not important right now.

Nam-joon: Okay.

Y/N: What did you want to talk about?

Nam-joon: Where are you from?

Y/N: *insert whatever state you want but I am from Hawaii*

Nam-joon: Oh cool. We went there in 2017

Y/N: Yeah, I know. I was shocked to hear that you guys were there. 

Nam-joon: Yeah. When are you going back home?

Y/N: Monday. You guys have a Japan tour coming up right?

Nam-joon: Yeah. How are you liking your visit so far?

Y/N: I am really loving it a lot now especially tonight.

Nam-joon: Thats' good.

We both walk into the hotel and walk into the elevator. We both get off on my floor and stop in front of my room. I see that he was looking down at his feet and looking sad. 

Y/N: You okay?

Nam-joon: *look up* Yeah. You look pretty tonight.

Y/N: *turn red and look down at my clothes* Thank you. You look handsome and beautiful.

Nam-joon: *show his sly smile* Thank you. Hope you have a safe trip back home.

Y/N: I will. Thank you and thank you for walking me to my room. Jal jayo

Nam-joon: Jal jayo

I turn around and open my door. I start to walk into my room.

Nam-joon: Umm

I turn around

Y/N: Yes?

Nam-joon: Do you have kakao?

Y/N: Yes. 

Nam-joon: Can we exchange?

Y/N: Sure

We both exchange kakao.

Nam-joon: Thank you

Y/N: You're welcome

I wave him good bye and then walk to my bed and fall into it. 20 minutes later of screaming into pillow and changing clothes and starting to drink

I call my friend and explain to him/her about what has been going on. While I am drinking and talking to him/her, I get a kakao notification. I scream.

Friend: WHAT?? WHAT HAPPENED??

Y/N: He just kakao

Friend: WHAT??

Y/N: eotteokhae?

Friend: What did he say?

Y/N: Thank you for coming out tonight. Hope you had fun tonight. I got back safely.

Friend: Well, reply back to him.

Y/N: What?

Friend: tell him that you had fun tonight and that you are glad that you got back safely.

I texted Nam-joon what my friend said.

Y/N: Okay. Just sent it to him. So, anyways.....

 

I feel better now after talking to my friend and drinking a little more. It is now 2am. I clean up and start to get ready for bed. 

 

I lay in bed reminiscing on how today went. How MMA went, how I ended up meeting Kim Nam-joon personally and up close, and how my visit is going so far. I feel sad that today is my last full day in South Korea but I am happy that I got to meet and talk to on of the BTS member and hope I didn't embarrass myself too much in front of him and in front of the Korean locals. I fall asleep hoping to have a good day and hoping to seeing Kim Nam-joon again before going back home.