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Description
A cutting edge procedure allows the patient to learn the date of their death. When Baekhyun finds out he only has a short while left to live, he begins keeping a daily journal to leave for Chanyeol to read after he dies.
Foreword
May 10, 2018
I had some time to myself today. Chanyeol was at work for most of the day busy with meetings and Kyungsoo away on some business of his own. I did a lot of thinking, some good, most bad. I can’t help but wonder how I’m going to die. I imagine I’m fairly healthy so I don’t think it’ll be a disease that does me in. It’s kind of scary, really. Not knowing.
How did I go, Yeollie? Was it quick? Did I die in pain? Were you there to hold me? To say goodbye? Maybe I should hide away from everyone I care about on that day, just to be safe. If it’s a car accident that kills me, I don’t want anyone to be there to suffer with me. Ah, it’s too much to think about. I should sleep.
The idea for this story came to me a while back when one of my favorite bands released their new album. Something about all the songs just really stuck with me and gave me the right kind of sad vibe to write this.
This song specifically inspired a lot of the plot. Give it a listen before you read to put you in the right mood for this wonderfully depressing story! Enjoy!
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