October 22, 2018 | 9:46 PM

Hyun,

I don’t know why I’m writing this. Maybe, I guess if I wrote it, I’ll be able to let you go. As you know, I wasn’t really good at expressing myself through speech. To the point that writing is my only outlet to convey what I want to say.

I’m not sure why I bother, even when I know I wouldn’t send this letter to you. I don’t have the heart to get rejected again. Surely, not by you. I’m not going to give you the privilege to hurt me more than twice.

I think I have had enough. I think all these years, I’ve already suffered enough.

Are you happy now?

That’s what I always ask myself whenever I think of you. These days, I’ve been thinking about you less that it scares me. It scares me that I will completely forget you.

I want to wish you all the best, really. Are you happy with him now? Was it worth breaking my heart just so you can be with him?

-Seul