Ever since I was a kid, I always looked up to my big brother; he always knew what to do, what to say and what to feel. He's my hero, my knight in shining armor and my best friend. Everyone is beyond excited when he revealed to us that he got accepted in YG entertainment. I knew his passion is rapping and writing lyrics so of course, I supported him all the way. But as time flows by and with Mino featuring in a survival show, his career skyrocketed. It slowly became overwhelming and then it happened—the comparison. You should study hard! Look at your brother, he's already known worldwide! It went on like that for as long as I can remember, the only thing that saved me from our parents' comparison is when our sick Grandmother who lives in Busan needed someone to be with her and her caregiver.   Being alone in a new city at the age of thirteen with the pressure of doing excellent in every class; it took a toll in me. I cried alone at the hallway one rainy afternoon then this kid named Jeon Jungkook approached me and asked what's wrong. That time, I thought he's nosy as hell because he won't leave me alone to brood; but looking back now, I'm thankful he stayed and waited for me to calm down—I earned a friend that I can trust and somehow a brother from another mother. You can imagine the distress I felt when Jungkook told me that he got accepted to BigHit Entertainment. I ran away and avoided him because I felt like it's gonna happen again—the comparison, the anxiety and being alone; but he assured me that everything is gonna be just fine, he kept in contact and told me everything about his training, his new friends and what's it like in Seoul.

 

Then comes the graduation; because of Jungkook being a trainee, his company had to transfer him to Seoul Performing Arts; thus, he wasn't able to graduate the same time as us. I also have learned that I have a strong passion for producing and composing. So I followed Jungkook to Seoul and studied at Hanyang University. It was devastating to leave my loving grandmother behind, but she pushed me to go follow my dream and I could never be more thankful. Jungkook was delighted when he heard the news. Heck, he was even more excited than me. By the time college started, Mino's career already reached it's peak but I never let anyone knew that we're related. Everytime I join a contest arranged by the campus principal, I always give them my alias; Six. Then all of a sudden, I began receiving calls from various entertainmen