So I know I disappeared again but things got busy. I was working a lot and spending time with my friends and my boyfriend. When you live in Korea its hard to not be out on the move all the time. I even got to see EXO, Shinee and Infinite!

However after that I kind of got out of kpop mainly because fans upset me. The sasaengs here are no joke. I get annoyed easily and after seeing how they act I couldn't even get myself to look at another kpop idol or fan. Not because I disliked them but I was embarrassed. Plus I was just too busy with my own life to keep up. Also the music was changing so I wasn't as excited anymore. So I ended up listening to a lot of indie artist and khiphop artist and just got myself into that and was going to clubs and events to see dok2 and Jay park and underground artists like Okasian. They vibe was so much different and more of me you know?

Then EXO starting going down hill. My heart was breaking when I heard. EXO is my bias group and I just didn't want to deal with it because it hurt. However I told myself to start from the beginning. So recently I decided to watch all of EXO teasers and music videos and my love became alive again. Though I'm still not into Kpop as before EXO is my heart. Right now I am just supporting them even though they are tired and worn out. Luhan leaving literally broke my heart into a million pieces, also Kris. However I can't give up on them.

Anyways I was still working on my fic whenever I could but I had lost inspiration. The y part is my computer broke again and I lost all my work. So I'm going to get it fixed soon and I'll write again because EXO gave me my inspiration back. But this time my writing style will be slightly different and even better. I even started working on two new fics that I promised myself I will finish no matter what. But I won't post those until I'm halfway through.

I apologize for disappearing so often, but my life is really crazy right now. Thank you all for your patience and I sincerely hope everyone is healthy, happy and staying warm if it's cold where you are. Its hella cold here in Korea right now. 

Merry Christmas everyone!