Longing to be loved,

just like the rest.

That came across to her (#1041015) mind 

Perhaps, all she wanted are the attention and care from a "boyfriend"

and coincidently, she felt all these from a single person - #9810515 himself

Hence, she made herself to feel differently on him.

All the feelings she felt were being "made", under her own mental, psychological control.

What's the truth then?