ever since jungkook and taehyung hitched it off way back in college, they were very much in love with each other that they felt like they were ready to face the real world's duties and obligations waiting for them in their lives.but maybe they were truthfully wrong about it, they thought that their love was enough to feed both of their starving bodies. 

 that their love could be something so much more than what it looks like—a foolish puppy love. 

but the people around them were proven wrong when there was a time when they decided to move in an apartment complex but when their bills had stacked up and they couldn't afford to pay their rent anymore, they decided to move back in their old dorm.but nonetheless they were happy with each other's presence.

       and when they were able to have a stable job that's when it felt like every single goes wrong, jungkook's always tired after work and doesn't give much attention to taehyung anymore.when taehyung was out, working his off. jungkook was home just drinking a ton of alcohol because he dwells on the fact that he got the lowest performance in fheir work instead of actually doing something about it.but they were able to pick up and fix things right where they left it off.

 but taehyung doesn't know what's happening to him now.he was always sure of their love for each other and he was sure of it himself, that their bond with each other was strong enough not to be broken easily. 

 he doesn't actually know how and when it started.the time he fell in and out of love for jungkook. 

 he doesn't even know why ut happened, it just happened right before his eyes.the love that once swept him off his feet was now slowly fading away as time passes by.'maybe it's normal when you're use to it.' he thinks, trying to convince his self. 

 or maybe it's because the feeling of butterflies in his stomach when they're togther were long gone and was replaced with the churning of it out of guilt. 

 or the kisses they shared that was once passionate and sweet were nothing like anything before.instead, it tasted like a dull and bitter wine that was served on the wrong course of meal. 

or the warmth they shared with each other when they hold hands or hug each other when one of them was cold — was turning out to be more out of a routine rather than something out of affection. 

 or their dinner dates every friday night,their movie night every saturdays,their long walks along the shore every sunday—are slowly turning to be more of a reminder that they're still together when it's actually meant for them to spend time with each other. 

 or the feeling of being selfish when he wants his need and lust to be fulfilled everytime they make love was making him more guilty as he feels like he was just using the younger for his wants and needs and making guilt eat his heart out even more. 

or maybe it was plainly because he was just simply falling out of love for jeon jungkook.