Her alarm woke her up, she grabbed her sweat pants and baggy hoodie and packed water and extra clothes. She rushed out In the dark morning, she saw the light opened, with the sounds of shoes squeaking against the wooden floor. She smiled seeing the hard work of 7 guys in the trainee training room. The wooden floor drenched with wetness from their own form of water dripping down their body. 

“Ohk I think we perfected that” Jin said as he lay flat on the floor 

“Wow they are working extremely hard” I smiled, appreciating people’s hard work for their dream 

“Oh it’s miss crybaby” Jungkook said, as I heard it I realised he was in the bunch. I rolled my eyes, his sight just reminds me of a jerk ruining people’s lives. 

“Oh it’s miss handkerchief” jimin ran towards me 

“Hi, I don’t think we officially introduced each other” he gave me his hands 

“Hi, I’m ..” 

“Jamie we know” Jungkook interfering with my sentence 

Once again, my heart heated up seeing him. 

“Oh by the way here you go” I said handing jimin his handkerchief

“It was very nice of you” I said handing him the handkerchief as he held onto it his eyes sparkled as he eye smiled shows his gentleness. 

                                              ••• 

“Let’s take a rest now, you can use the room for now” Taehyung oppa said as he wrapped a towel around him and chucked a bottle 

“You might need this” he said as he walked out with the others. 

As everyone went I looked at the studio

“Oppa let’s get started” I said as I grabbed a sip out of the bottle. My joints moving to the music as unstable as ever. 

“You really can’t dance” he walked in I looked back to see no one behind. The was no one that had that smile, no one that had that voice and no figure that stood beside me. 

“If only ... he would’ve teased me soo much” I laughed as I remembered my brothers voice teasing me like he saw me dance like a crazy lady. 

“I forgot my watch” Jungkook said to his crew and ran back to fetch it 

“One and two and three and four” I said while counting my steps for every movement. He stared looking how pathetic my flexibility was with my uncoordinated feet. 

“You would need to move better than that” as soon I heard the teasing I looked back hopelessly expecting him to appear.. but it was just jungkook .. again ... 

“What do you want” I said tapping my fit against the ground 

“This” he said grabbing his golden accessory. 

“You know working on your flexibility will help you with dancing” he said as he walked out going back to his friends. 

“Flexibility...” I looked in the mirror and tried to do the splits and I stopped halfway not even close to the ground. 

“Maybe ..” I said 

                                            ••• 

“Little more” - Monday 

“Little more” - next Monday 

“Little more” - next next Monday 

“Just alittle more” my legs finally hit the bottom, I smiled as I was able to do the splits. I started to dance and felt the flow more easily. 

“My hard work paid off oppa” I said looking at the sky as I went to the rooftop for my break. As I closed my eyes to feel the breeze of the air, I felt coldness on my cheeks 

“I knew I’ll find you here” he smiled at me with those eyes again 

“You must be tired” jimin said as he passed me a cold drink 

“I see your working hard these days” he said 

“I have to” i clicked open the can and started consuming it 

“Thank you” I said 

“What?” 

“Your being so nice to me, not like many people around here” I said 

“It comes with my nature, everyone says I’m a good listener” he said clashing both our cans together 

“What are you my daddy long legs” I laughed breathing in the fresh air. 

                                            ••• 

“Your pathetic” as I walked down I heard those harsh words, I ran out and saw pretty girls ganging up on a poor girl

“What you think your doing” I interfere blocking them from her 

“Who we have here another wannabe” she said 

“Excuse me” I said as my blood boiled 

“You and yerin, why don’t you just give up” she said laughing now at the both of us 

“Just because your pretty doesn’t mean your talented” I said defending both of our pride

“If you beat down, then your not talented at all, because if you were you’ll spend your time practicing instead of making other people’s lives miserable!!! You people make me sick!!!” I grabbed Yerin’s hand and we both walked off 

“HOW DARE SHE!!” 

“C’mon Tzuyu, she’s not worth the fight”. 

“She’s fiesty” Jungkook walked past as he saw the commotion. He saw Jamie walk courageously with yerin and he smiled 

“Interesting” he said 

“Finally something fun in the company” he said as he continued walking to the next schedule.

“Thank you” Yerin said as her head faced down 

“You shouldn’t let them say those things to you” I said 

“Well you know pretty is the top priority in idol life” she said as her tone got softer 

“What matters is talent and I know you have it, I heard you sing before, on my way to practice” Yerin eyes was wide she hadn’t performed in front of anyone as she was also new. 

“Your voice is amazing, probably better than anyone of those girls” I said and we both went to the cafeteria to talk and have some healthy snacks.

                                             ••• 

Another session of training, I decided to listen to brothers voice, I played him on the speaker and absorbed his voice and sang along just like old times. 

“Just like old times” I said as a a tear dropped down my cheek. 

“I haven’t listened to him in ages” Jungkook walked into the studio. 

I looked back to see him again, his presence was not helping my already sadden mood 

“He had an amazing voice” he said. Even though he was the rudest and meanest jerk I ever met, at least he had good taste in music. I closed my eyes and breathed in and out, memories of him filled my head wishing he was back so he can guide me, his loving brotherly vibe still lingers. 

                                                 ••• 

I didn’t expect anyone to open that song, I searched and found the person bravely listening to his voice again. I saw Jamie sitting in the studio closing her eyes as tears ran down her cheeks 

“I haven’t listen to him in ages” I said. She continued to absorb the music, she must still be sad he left, a great singer leaving his fans behind. 

“She must be tired and wanted to be consoled by the song” I thought so I stay quiet looking at her breath in all the air as she again closed her eyes and we both listen to his last song. 

                                                  •••