I'm Taeyeon, and I have a kid. A very cute kid I might add and I'm assuming he looks just like his father. But who his father is, I don't know. I mean I get these glimpses of him, but I can't exactly put my finger on it. It's like when you wake up from a dream and you're trying to remember the slightest detail, except you can't. And everytime I wake up from this dream, it's not a dream. It's reality. I'm Kim Taeyeon, and I have a son. I am an actual mother. It was hard to believe at first when I woke up and missed my period.

The next four to five weeks, I started almost everyday feeling like I was on the verge of throwing up breakfast from the week before. I thought, maybe it's just a virus or food poisoning. WRONG. The next couple of days after that were hell on earth. I was getting dizzy by the slightest of smells and couldn't even eat my favorite foods, which was a COMPLETE nightmare. Not to mention my closest friends all telling me that I was suddenly gaining weight and there was no straightforward answer as to why. Until Sooyoung opened her big mouth and said 'jokingly', "Tae, maybe youre pregnant". And then it hit me like a ton of bricks, I must be pregnant. I mean thats the only possible reason now, right? So anyway, later that week, we scheduled an appointment with a maternity doctor and finally confirmed our suspicions. I was six weeks pregnant. My friends were all supportive of me, but I just couldn't shake the feeling of lonliness. And I knew for sure that I was keeping the child, but I constantly thought about this child having to grow up without a father. But on July 29, my first baby boy was born. Jooheon. He came out without a tear in his eye, but I knew he was gonna be as fiesty as they came.

His eyes were light hazel, which I suspect came from his father since my eyes are dark brown. His hair was light brunette and with a little button nose. Three dimples, two on his cheeks and one on the chin, by yours truly. I honestly felt that his face was sculpted to perfection. A perfect balance of me and his father, and I couldn't be happier. On that day, I swore that I would find this man and show him what we've created. And I haven't stopped searching since.