I'm Not The Right One For Him
One More ChanceAt Eunhyuk's House
Eunhyuk:*cleaning around his house listening to music*
Leeteuk:*types in his code walks in*Hyukkie...
Eunhyuk:Aish hyung even though we're best friends it doesn't mean you can always bardge in here whenever you want *hand on his chest*
Leeteuk:Well you're lucky having a best friend like me for over 16 years I always check up on you and if you didn't want me to you wouldn't have given me the passcode *smirks*
Eunhyuk:*mimics him giggles*Remind me how we became best friends for this long
Leeteuk:You can't live without me besides only me and donghae know the passcode no intruders..
Eunhyuk:Actually only you know the passcode..
Leeteuk:Waeyo shouldn't your bf and bff know together we're the two important men in your life
Eunhyuk:Teukie you know donghae and I aren't together anymore
Leeteuk:I still refuse to believe it none of us do hyukkie
Eunhyuk:Well believe it because we are..
Leeteuk:What happened to you guys not either one of you are telling us what happened you guys were doing so well then we just find out once you both got discharged your over
Eunhyuk:*sighs sits down looks down at the floor*
Leeteuk:Hyukkie this is me as your best friend not your leader you can talk to me about anything you know that *sits next to him arm around his shoulder*
Eunhyuk:A day before my discharge some of my fellow soliders treated me out then they all started talking about there own futures
Leeteuk:And that made you break up with donghae
Eunhyuk:When they started talking about having a family and kids it's like a tidal wave of insecurties attacked me
Leeteuk:*worried*What do you mean
Eunhyuk:I'm not the right person for him..I'm a man for god sakes hyung I can't give him children of our own blood...we can adopt yea but I know how much donghae wants kids of his own and just a family I can't even give him that
Leeteuk:Eunhyuk-ah..
Eunhyuk:It just made me think he'll find a special girl to give him all that he wants but I never could for crying out loud hyung our love is looked down upon we can't freely openly love one another
Leeteuk:Eunhyuk love is stronger than all the obtacles thrown at you you guys have been together for 10 years and gotten stronger
Eunhyuk:And you don't think I know that hyung I do my best to fight for us but no matter what life will always get in the way from the truth that I don't deserve donghae I never have I was just a distraction to his life to ruin his dreams *tears roll down his cheeks*
Leeteuk:Hyukjae *heart breaks cups his face*
Eunhyuk:It hurts so much teukie I love him so much no matter how much I try fighting it I'm the one who gave up I'm the one who let go of our love but I can't forget him i love him with all my heart he's the only person I know I could ever love..but I can't hold him back hyung he deserves so much better *breaks down crying hysterically*
Leeteuk:Sshhh sshh it's okay I'm here let it all out *pulls eunhyuks head in his neck hugs him tightly rubs his back sighs*
Eunhyuk:*sobbing hard into leeteuks neck shaking from his crying*
Leeteuk:I'm here hyukjae-ahh *hugs his best friend as tight as he could fighting back his own tears*
SM Recording Studio
Donghae:*writing down lyrics scribbling it out sighs face in his hands*
Siwon:Oh hae it's already midnight what are you still doing here you need rest..
Donghae:*sighs looks up eyes red and puffy tears threatening to fall*What more can I do siwon-ah
Siwon:*sighs*Just give him time donghae and space it's all he needs
Donghae:I can't do this anymore I need to be with him..how could he just leave me like that I don't even know what I did wrong
Siwon:You know his intentions are never to hurt you maybe soon you'll know the reason as to why
Donghae:I just know one thing I'm not giving him up even if he gave up on us..
Siwon:What are you going to do
Donghae:The only thing I know..do all it takes to win him back and I just know how with this first step *grabs his music book and walks off*
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