Jongup and Daehyun broke up years ago, since then Jongup had disappeared without saying anything to anyone. Daehyun decided to continue his life without him and his friend's, Yongguk, support was exactly what he needed. Yongguk and Jongup were also friends but Jongup seemed to keep a distance from everyone, not allowing anyone to know where he is. 

One day as Daehyun was going home, after spending an enjoyable afternoon with his best friend Yongguk, he saw him again. It was Jongup, after so many years, he was standing there in front of his door waiting him outside his house. Black leather jacket black tight jeans black shoes and shirt, his tattooed hands placed on each side of his waist. His dark blue hair covering his right eye and an angry yet soft expression on his face. Daehyun froze , he hesitated to let Jongup see him but soon he knew he had to. 

He breathed out from his nose and approached him. As soon as Jongup saw him, he smiled, a forced smile on Jongup's mouth allowing his teeth to be seen slightly,  and leaned his head on the side while looking Daehyun's scared eyes. Jongup's eyes kept traveling on the other's pouting lowered face to go to his body, legs and the hands that were tugged together like a child being scrolled:

"Daehyun...I missed you"

said Jongup in a dark inconveniencing tone making Daehyun raise his head up to meet Jongup's cold eyes:

"Won't you invite me inside?"

said Jongup and made some space away from the door so Daehyun could open it and let him inside , which is what Daehyun did. The only reason he was doing it was the fact that he knew Jongup well, they were dating for years in the past, he knew Jongup wouldn't leave until he gets what he wants. 

Entering Daehyun offered him to sit, they sat one in front of the other, Jongup's cold eyes staring at Daehyun's innocent ones:

"So why you came?"

asked Daehyun and tried to sound less scared, less helpless:

"I told you I missed you"

"So you come in my life, make me love you and after using me many times and for as much as you want, one day you leave without saying anything to anyone, and then come back telling me you miss me?"

asked Daehyun while raising his voice, Jongup's cold eyes turned into angry ones, he parted his lips showing his teeth slightly to let Daehyun see the disgust he felt:

"I knew you wouldn't miss me, I heard you got a new boyfriend, what's his name ? Ah yes, my friend Gukkie"

"Please don't bring Yongguk in this conversation, he has nothing to do with what happened between us. He's the only one I have"

hearing Daehyun talking so apologetically and beautifully about someone who wasn't Jongup, surprised the younger. Jongup moved his eyebrows slightly up in a quick move before bringing them down again, to show he wasn't expecting an answer like this, he parted his legs and leaned forward resting his hands on his knees:

"Ok Daehyun, I won't put more pressure on you. I'll leave and come soon again, either way I want you back in my life and I will have you"

said Jongup and got up, walking away and got out of the house. Daehyun frowned , he fisted his hands and pressed his lips together, anger filling him. 

The same night Yongguk was home all smiles while thinking of the great afternoon he spent with his best friend Daehyun, he texted him but was surprised not having a quick reply from Daehyun as always , but he ignored, he knew Daehyun had his own stuff to do. As he was picking up some old newspapers from the table in the living room, he paused when the doorbell rang. He let them on the table again and walked towards the door to open. He was shocked to see him again, he was shocked to see his old friend that caused so much pain to Daehyun now standing in front of him. For a reason he didn't know Jongup looked angry, suddenly the younger leaned his head on the side while closing his eyes trying to look soft:
 
"Yonggukie hyung"

said Jongup trying not to sound angry which didn't work, Yongguk knew him well and he knew Jongup was acting like this when he was out of control. Suddenly Jongup placed his right hand on the door hitting it to open and walked inside making Yongguk back up:

"Won't you let your friend inside"

said Jongup through his teeth and closed the door behind him:

"Ah, I'm sorry i was rude. But why are you so aggressive my friend?"

said Yongguk in his deep voice while walking backwards without a trace of fear, Jongup chuckled. They decided to sit on the sofa one next to the other close enough, close enough for Yongguk to be able to pat his friend's shoulder and give him his warmest smile. Yongguk wanted to support both of his friends but after Daehyun and Jongup broke up things changed:

"I heard our Yonggukie hyung is taking a good care of Daehyun"

said Jongup in an enthusiastic tone but serious expression. Yongguk was close to Jongup's face as the younger moved close to him, but had his eyes lowered looking down. He didn't want to look at Jongup in the eyes he knew the other would take this as an act of Yongguk going against him:

"Ah well, Daehyun is my friend just like you, I would do the same if it was you"

said Yongguk and only then he looked at Jongup, the younger chuckled again bringing his face even close to Yongguk's, their nose tips almost touching but he never broke eye contact with the older. Jongup's eyes were becoming even harder to recognize, he was losing himself every time someone talked about Daehyun . Jongup abruptly got up and walked towards the door , he got a hold on the doorknob and tightened the grip on it:

"Jongup, why are you acting like this? Let me know what you are thinking, I wanna help"

said Yongguk in a tired tone without moving from his spot. Jongup also didn't change his position, he only slightly turned his head towards Yongguk and chuckled:

"Don't worry hyung, I'm gonna need you again. We'll be meeting often"

said Jongup and turned his head to the door again, the last words coming out in a deeper tone before turning the doorknob to open and walk out. Yongguk exhaled in exhaustion and buried his face in his hands, he knew Jongup would cause Daehyun pain again but this time he seemed to be angry over him too. 

Next time Jongup visited was two days after their first visit, he hadn't seen Daehyun for years and he knew he missed him a lot. He visited Daehyun at night after watching outside his house to make sure Yongguk isn't there. He approached the door with angry yet bored expression and knocked on it. Daehyun innocently opened and paused for a moment, he still wasn't used to it, seeing Jongup while everyone thought he wasn't coming back. Jongup sinisterly smiled and checked Daehyun fully. The later was wearing a white shirt, a towel on his head hanging and grey comfortable pajamas on the lower part, he was about to go to bed after showing:

"You look hot"

said Jongup and gave the older a side smirk revealing his teeth, Daehyun pressed his lips together and looked down. He was becoming more thoughtful more defensive, every time he saw Jongup his mind started thinking of ways to escape:

"Come in Jongup"

said Daehyun and made some space, Jongup entered with much satisfaction. This time they sat on the same sofa but Daehyun kept a distance . They didn't talk, Jongup was looking at Daehyun's face from the corner of his eyes while the older had his hands tugged together looking at the closed TV in front of him. Without realizing it Daehyun parted his hands and placed them on the sofa on each side of his body. Jongup smiled, he then reached for Daehyun's hand with his own and placed it on the top of it . Daehyun's shoulders jumped a little, he didn't expect the touch. Jongup smiled wider and approached Daehyun's face while the later was still looking at their touching hands:

"Daehyun"

said Jongup and used his other hand to cup his chin, slightly turned his face towards him and approached his lips:

"No Jongup..."

said Daehyun and placed both of his hands on Jongup's chest to push him away but the later added more strength bringing Daehyun , who was pushing forward, close to him which had the result of them kissing. Jongup pushed his lips against Daehyun's as much as he could but didn't go farther than this while Daehyun complained on his lips. The younger was muffling Daehyun's complainment with his lips, the kiss lasted long enough for Daehyun to call it ages while for Jongup was a moment he wanted to last forever. When Jongup broke the kiss the older found the excuse to push him away and get up screaming:

"Are you crazy? But why do I ask, we all know you are."

Jongup was looking at him from his seat, not moving at all, only smiling to how cute Daehyun looked even if he was angry. Suddenly Jongup got serious, he tapped his knees with his palms and got up. He approached Daehyun's face ready for a fight but Daehyun didn't respond. He stood still looking Jongup in the eyes with fear fully ruling him. Jongup chuckled:

"You don't like my kiss? Aren't my lips enough for you? Or...do you want more than just my lips?"

said Jongup in a low but playful tone. Daehyun turned his face on the side avoiding Jongup's gaze. The younger frowned, the whole moment had lost its fun, he placed both of his hands on each side of his waist before trailing his fingers through his hair:

"Ok, Fine! You seem to be off mood now. I'll come back tomorrow evening but this time I'll come with a surprise."

Said Jongup and cupped Daehyun's chin one more time, giving those big and juicy lips one more look before leaving. Daehyun exhaled in relief, but this time he couldn't trust him again coming in his house . He picked the phone from the coffee table and dialed Yongguk's number as soon as he could. And told Yongguk anything that happened some minutes ago.  

Next day Daehyun woke up with fear again, he was sitting on the bed not being in the mood to get up. He suddenly fisted the bed sheets in his hands and screamed in anger, Jongup was driving him crazy no doubt about it. 

In the afternoon Yongguk visited Daehyun before Jongup does. He tried to calm Daehyun down and tell him he is not letting Jongup use force on him again. Before they could understand the night had come, Yongguk and Daehyun were talking about some of the things they did together and laughed on how fun they were, when suddenly the doorbell rang. Their smiles paused, they exchanged looks and Yongguk nodded to him that everything was ok. Daehyun lowered his head and breathed out before approaching the door to open . Opening the door he got surprised , it was Jongup. He was wearing a suit, but instead of a tie he had a long loose bow and black boots that were seen after he had folded the edges of his pants inside. He was smiling beautifully and in his hands he was holding a red rose. Suddenly Jongup's smile disappeared when he noticed Yongguk:

"What is he doing here? You don't trust me? You brought 'safety'?"

mocked Jongup and smirked at the last sentence locking eyes with Yongguk who was emotionless:

"No...he happened to pass by and decided to visit. So I accepted him."

said Daehyun trying to work his mind fast and find an excuse. Jongup said nothing, he entered and acted calm. Yongguk and Jongup where sitting in front of each other, Jongup had his legs spread apart as he was sitting and hands tugging together, his eyes never leaving Yongguk's ones. 

Daehyun told them he had prepared something to eat and hesitantly went in the kitchen hoping nothing would happen between the two men. The night went smoothly, Jongup was being sweet with Yongguk which the older one positively accepted while Daehyun didn't smile even once. He wanted to end things with Jongup just like he did in the past. After eating they started drinking but they soon got carried away from their talk which had the result of them sleeping on the sofa, except Daehyun. He was looking at them from his seat on the sofa next to Yongguk, without any expressions he got up and brought covers for both males, placing it on their laying bodies. He then went to his room and after thinking a little he locked. In the morning Yongguk woke up with a headache, as he frowned and tried to stand up he saw someone was really close to his face, it was Jongup. He was face to face with Yongguk and allowed a slight smirk to appear on his face. Yongguk slightly parted his lips but couldn't find words to speak. Jongup audibly breathed out in anger, his breath touching Yongguk's lips , before straightening again and going back to his sofa. 

Daehyun silently unlocked his bedroom door and enter the living room only to say a quick 'good morning' and enter the bathroom next door. Yongguk greeted back , he then stood up and went to open the curtains, sunshine entering the room while Jongup entered the bathroom Daehyun was in. As he entered he heard Daehyun hitch, he was touching the sink with his hands on each side and was looking at him through the mirror in front of him. Jongup chuckled playfully and approached him, he hugged him from behind and pressed their bodies together by adding strength. Daehyun let out an almost silent sound of his breath being cut. Suddenly he felt Jongup pressing on his lower back with his private area which brought him shock , he wouldn't allow Jongup to treat him the way he had done back then. He tried to break free , he tried moving his body a little but failed, and after shutting his eyes , he complained:

"Let me go"

his voice being really smooth which made him sound really cute to Jongup. The younger suddenly turned him around and placed his hands on the sink behind Daehyun trapping him between his hands. He then approached Daehyun's lips but the older couldn't get back away because of the sink behind him. Before Jongup had time to kiss him the older moved his hand up and placed it on Jongup's lips, the younger smiled and opened his mouth taking Daehyun's fingers and them. Daehyun didn't know what to say or do, he was watching the action with more open eyes than before, staying emotionless again. After Jongup finished he grabbed Daehyun's raising hand and placed it on the sink behind the older , approaching Daehyun's ear to whisper:

"Do you want me to allow you do to me what I did to you in the past? Do you want to be the 'bad' boy this time?"

said Jongup and judging from his face at that moment he didn't look safe. Suddenly Jongup let go of Daehyun , who was still in shock after hearing Yongguk, and backed away when there was a knock on the door:

"You guys be quick, I want to use the bathroom too."

said Yongguk in his deep yet innocent voice. Both boys inside where looking at the door before Jongup returned his gaze to Daehyun again, he winked at him and walked out of the bathroom leaving him shocked in the bathroom even though he was trying not to show his emotions. 

Worse days were yet to come, when one day Yongguk called Daehyun to tell him he would be away for two weeks with his twin brother Yongnam. Daehyun didn't care this time, he's was old enough to protect himself from anyone. 

The day passed calmly, Daehyun spent his time cleaning and buying scented candles for the house. He hammed while cooking for himself, playing 'Think Hole of B.A.P' while cleaning and sang along. In the night it started to rain , the sound of it helping Daehyun to sleep after sending a message to Yongguk, making sure he arrived safely. In the morning he felt sun rays slightly touching his closed eyes, he smiled. Suddenly the doorbell started to ring like crazy making him open his eyes and quickly half sit on the bed. He blinked few times, bringing his fluffy lips a bit foreword. Who could it be. He got off the bed, still in his pajamas and walked slowly towards the bedroom door, opening it before heading in the living room.

He approached the main door and without checking, he proceeded to open the door. As he opened it, he froze. It was Jongup, touching the doorframe and half leaning on it. Black lethal jacket half falling revealing the right side of his chest, athletic belly and thin waist:

"Good morning kitty"

said Jongup teasing him, while Daehyun pouted and leaned his head down before letting space for the other to come in. Jongup sat on the sofa,where Daehyun sat, legs parted and fingers tugged with his elbows resting on his knees. He was looking Daehyun,who was sitting next to him, with sharp eyes. Soon Jongup chuckled and got up. He walked towards the older in drunk steps, his shoes echoing in Daehyun's ears. He stood in front of him , leaning close to the older's beautiful face, and smirked:

"Don't resist"

said Jongup and leaned more closely to Daehyun's full lips kissing them. The younger lowered his eyes in the kiss while the other shut them. The kiss was harsh yet soft at the same time, Jongup raised his hand and touched Daehyun's cheek while kissing him, giving Daehyun goosebumps in the touch. When they finally broke the kiss, they slowly looked each other in the eyes. None of them talked, their breathing was the only sound in the room:

"Daehyun, let's try again. One last chance "

said Jongup with almost pleading eyes. The older wasn't used in seeing him like this. Jongup was silent but deadly, no one could ruin his calm mood but if they still did, it always had a dangerous ending for them. Daehyun's eyes were shining , while looking the dangerous boy in front of him, in the eyes. He then looked down, pressing his plumpy lips together:

"Daehyun...it won't happen again"

said Jongup in an apologetic tone and turned to leave. He started to approach the door, his head hanging low. Daehyun immediately looked at him unable to move, his eyes showing concern. That was the moment he heard the door close behind Jongup. 

Days passed without Daehyun and Jongup seeing each other. But there was no moment that Daehyun didn't think of him. They had shared a lot in the past, Daehyun had trusted himself to the younger. What made it worse was the rain. It made Daehyun feel more melancholic, looking out of the window and remembering the first days when their relationship started. He also remembered the end of their relationship, how did they end up here, where did they lose each other. He couldn't hold it inside him, he has been through this again. Thinking again and again about painful memories that won't change, was useless. He got dressed and picked up his keys, before heading out of the house. 

He headed to Jongup's house and hoped he lives in the same house he used to. Arriving outside of the house, Daehyun took a deep breath before knocking on the door. His heart started to beat faster , and when Jongup's footsteps were heard , he wanted to turn around and leave. That moment Jongup opened the door making Daehyun hold his breath. Jongup felt also surprised, but unfortunately for him Daehyun turned to leave. As he was about to turn, Jongup held him from his elbow making Daehyun look at him in surprise:

"You came here, then I ain't letting you leave...not again, I'll show you a better side of me...I mean it"

said Jongup full of remorse, leaving Daehyun speechless. The younger smiled fully at the older and gently pulled him inside. He took him in the living room, but Daehyun immediately titled his head on the side. Jongup gave him a quick gaze before looking at what the older was looking:

"What is it?"

said Jongup and that moment he noticed what Daehyun was looking at, the red roses on the table:

"For who are those roses?"

"For you"

said Jongup in a low seductive voice while side smiling at him. He approached Daehyun's face , his eyes falling on the older's big fluffy lips. Jongup slowly stopped smiling and approached Daehyun even more before kissing him fully. He felt Daehyun kiss him back, and Jongup started taking Daehyun's coat off without breaking the kiss. They slowly started to approach the bedroom, even if Daehyun was still scared , he wanted to do this. 

Entering, Daehyun sat on the bed and started to undress himself while Jongup was standing taking his clothes off, his sinful eyes focused on the older. They started to do what Daehyun wanted , making love with feelings and not just for pleasure. First time Daehyun felt safe in Jongup's hands. Jongup didn't admit it with words but his action showed how satisfied he was now that he didn't hide his feelings, letting his true self be seen in front of the one he loved. Jongup hated to show his feelings, he saw it as a sign of weakness, to him only Daehyun was the exception. He had a side he couldn't control, a more dangerous side, but he had to change, this was a second chance Daehyun was giving him, and he wouldn't lose it. 

They started to spend time together as a couple again. Yongguk was worried when he heard about it, he didn't want to see Daehyun heartbroken again. But he wouldn't interfere. Since Daehyun was happy and Jongup said he would change, these were the only things he needed. 

Jongup started making every bad memory forgotten from Daehyun's mind. Showing him what they were losing, what was missing from their relationship. Of course it wasn't easy but he had to start one day, and that day had come. Daehyun, on the other hand, was more careful, letting Jongup show his love instead of him trying for both of them. He let Jongup show a more self controllable side. He let Jongup do those silly romantic stuff like bring him roses or buy him clothes and accessories. And even better, he let him say how much he loved him again and again. 

And as more days passed, Daehyun was more confident in trusting Jongup. While the younger at first felt weird, change is a big step in our lives, but he knew he was on a good way. Another surprise was when Jongup offered to Daehyun vacations in Hawaii, which was something they both needed. His relationship with Yongguk also became stronger, just like Yongguk wanted, just like Jongup had wished inside. As they say, we learn from our mistakes. But no one deserves a second chance when they already lost their first. Except for Jongup, after proving who he was with his actions, that's when Daehyun gave him the second chance. The only chance Jongup would and had fought for, and won.