Jiae’s POV

We just ate inside my oppa’s dorm after what happened. Everyone’s very quiet and I know it’s because of me. It’s so suffocating that I went out of their unit to get some air in the balcony.

“You know you’re wrong, right?” Myungsoo oppa stood beside me.

“I want to be alone, please” I said.

“Can’t you please stop being so stubborn even just for this moment?” He said that, calmly. He took a deep breath and said, “What is it?”

I wanted to cry. “You found another girl.” I should not have said that.

“What?”

“I’m here. I’ve been here… all along. But you… You never knew.” I said, my voice was shaking. I can’t even continue.

“What is this, seriously?”

“I...I love you oppa! I care for you! I worry for you! I want to be with you!” and even before he could say anything…”I am not your sister. You are not my brother.”

“I know that.”

“ that, Myungsoo!” I can’t believe I said those words. “I… You should’ve just let me go!”

“Jiae, I don’t know what you’re talking about …”

I stopped him… by kissing him.

He did not kiss me back.

Instead he pushed me away from him.

“Are you out of your mind?”

And I saw Hoya, Sungjong and Woohyun oppa standing just about 5 meters away from us.