From Eve.
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mar.18.
to 120 days of being deeply
inlove with you, happy monthsary.
i love you.
MY SHINTI,
up to this exact moment, i still don't know what amazing thing i've done in the past to be
at the receiving end of everything that you are, on how i deserved to be the muse of your
wonderful heart and vibrant soul. but how also thankful i am to witness the universe allowed
such an exquisite gem to exist at the same time as me. i am one of the luckiest people to have
the chance of encountering you, but i may also be the luckiest of them all to be able to occupy a
special place in your life and reside in your heart. asking all the gods to formulate my thoughts
and feelings for you aren't enough, for they are beyond what a celestial being could reach and
decipher. you are that powerful, and i don't think this bleak world ever deserves you. i have all
these train of questions in my head like, how can your big heart fit in your body? how can an
unexpected event such as meeting you felt almost like an answered prayer? how come every
fibre of my body jumps in bliss everytime i see your name? how can you just be so ??? ing
wondrous. i'd gladly rob all the stars and move mountains if it'd mean you'd have all the
happiness and great things in the world. you are the best part as to why i am keeping myself
alive right now. i can't thank you enough for bringing a new light and warmth to my heart.
you make me feel like the most beautiful, you lift me up when i'm at my lowest, you give me
strength physically and emotionally, you pour me with such exceptional affection and you fuel
me with your utmost love. and how did i deserve them? we will never know. they say people
fall inlove so they could receive the love they want. but for me, i fall inlove because i want
to give all the love that i could to someone i want, and i think being able to not only receive
but give is the most magical and satisfying feeling on the planet, and i want that someone to
be constantly you. i'm proud to say that you're the reason behind my happiness and i'm proud
of you, with anything that you do. you're just so hardworking even when you're not at your best,
even when you're almost in the verge of giving up, you still push yourself up. you're such a
strong person and i believe in you. i'll always believe in you. i know i always say this but you
matter to me a lot and i wouldn't get tired of reminding you and asking you how your day went.
you're so precious, so soft. i'll always be here to love you and listen to you no matter what
happens. i'm sorry if we ever had a misunderstanding, or had those days where we were just
feeling off and unreadable that led to arguments but it actually made our relationship
strengthen, so did our love and trust for each other. i love you so much, shinti. god, your name
still makes me smittened. thank youfor walking into my life witout tripping. joke. i wouldn't even
dare exchanging this for anything. i know, this letter seems to be filled with nothing but my
profound love but i think that's thepoint of this, to be honest.
happy monthsary again, to my safe place, my starshine, my cherub, the fruit of my heart, the
center of my life, my warmth, my precious baby. there might be no infinity but let's make our
love worthwhile.
from my genuine heart who only beats for you,
i love you. ♡
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