Secret Love Song.
Secret Love Song; Nyongtory.Jiyong was sick, he couldn't even describe the feelings he was feeling at that moment.
It was hard to stay away from your love, from the person who made you feel good.
It was hard to pretend.
He could not be happy with those few moments that they had when they were alone, he wanted to shout to the world, he wanted everyone to know.
Everyone had to know that Seungri was his, everyone had to know about their love and their happiness.
But Jiyong could not shout it, he could not say it freely, so he just wrote songs about it.
Seungri knew they were for him, he smiled sadly listening to them, Jiyong was not the only one to get hurt.
He too wanted to take this weight off too.
But their career did not allow it.
The two boys were sick, they wondered why people couldn't accept their love?
What was wrong or strange? Why did they have to live in the shadows?
They loved the light, they wanted to be visible.
"I said no Jiyong, it's too dangerous, it could be a scandal and we had too many scandals." YG said, denying the boys to reveal their love.
Seungri burst into tears in front of everyone in that room, Youngbae approached to calm him, while Jiyong held his anger and left the room slamming the door.
He entered his study, sat in his chair and after lighting a cigarette, he took a sheet and a pen starting to write.
"When you hold me in the street and you kiss me on the dance floor
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it be like that
'Cause I'm yours
We keep behind closed doors
Every time I see you, I die a little more
Stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls
It'll never be enough
It's obvious you're meant for me
Every piece of you, it just fits perfectly
Every second, every thought, I'm in so deep
But I'll never show it on my face
But we know this, we got a love that is homeless
Why can't you hold me in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we be like that?
'Cause I'm yours
And nobody knows I'm in love with someone's baby
I don't wanna hide us away
Tell the world about the love we making
I'm living for that day
Someday
Why can't I hold you in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that we could be like that
Why can't we be like that?
'Cause I'm yours, I'm yours
Oh, why can't you hold me in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it be like that?
'Cause I'm yours
Why can't I say that I'm in love?
I wanna shout it from the rooftops
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we be like that?
'Cause I'm yours
Why can't we be like that?
Wish we could be like that.."
He wrote all this with tears in his eyes.
The song made a bang, it arrived first in all the charts and everyone was happy.
But only he and Seungri could understand the true importance of that song, others could only imagine.
"I love you." Jiyong said to the younger boy, as they hugged inside the dressing room, they were alone.
"Me too." Seungri answered and they exchanged a kiss.
At the end of that little moment, they went out and returned to pretend.
End.
Comments