It is hard.. When you love someone that won't ever love you back. loving this person with all your heart without letting anyone know especially this person is so hard. You must pretend that everything is okay and your life is okay and this person is just like any other one to you, to hide your love from people and your close friends that's not easy but Jihoon managed to hide his feelings for his bestfriend well. Jihoon has been in love with Daniel since God only knows but it has been 3 years since he realized that Daniel is not just like any other friend to him. He and Daniel are friends and neighbors since Jihoon was 5 and Daniel was nearly 8. Daniel and his family were the new family that came in the next house and of course Jihoon's mom said that they should welcome the new neighbors and Jihoon was so shy back then he always was afraid to make friends or approach them to even say hi and even when someone greet him he became so shy to respond that most people thought that he was weird. The moment they knocked on the neighbors door, the door was opened and they were greeted by woman nearly in the same age as his mother and her smile actually was so cheerful that made Jihoon loves her and then the best and worst thing of his life happened he met Daniel the boy whose smile could heal any pain.. And from this day they became friends actually not just friends they were like soulmates, they never left each other's side also people sometimes mistake them as brothers because they looked like each other and also they had the same hair color and their features were slightly the same and they liked the idea of being brothers. Until jihoon realized his feelings for Daniel and from this moment the word " brothers" started to irritate him. Everytime Daniel dated anyone he was jealous, first he thought this because they were so close and this person will take all daniel's time and he won't be able to spend much time with his friend but then he realized that he is actually jealous and he wanted to be with Daniel instead of this girl. It was so hard on him in the beginning but by the time he got used to it, he got used to be broken like this and seeing the person he loves the most loving and being loved by another person instead of him. He thought a lot about telling daniel but he was so afraid to loose him and not to be able to see him every day