It didn't make sense

When I first saw you

A part of me understanding you

When I learnt more of you

A part of me filled with fear

Before it got more senseless 

Running, not daring to look back

Acting like I didn't see, dodging feelings

Feelings that didn't make sense

It maybe makes sense

Since you shine like a star

Muddled, yet still a star

Falling often; still brightly shining

Hope, joy, kindness, imperfect...you

Shining through your best and worst

So maybe it does make sense

I still can't grasp why

The things I saw at first

I can't explain still

The things that led me to you

Maybe, I'd tell you one day

If it works out

When it falls into place

We'll know together

Life is tied with Time

The control of it is beyond me

In the vastness of possibility

Between Truth and Illusions

You, me, our time apart

Our Fate, our paths

We can only know with Time

For now, in my part of the sky

I'lll be like this. Waiting.

Stargazing.