["I promise I'll be back, baby," he said.I keep on nodding while crying and hugged him," please be back soon.I'll miss you."

He hugged me back," yes, i will." he said.

He looked at me for a second and kissed me on my forehead.A tear falls into his cheeks,"I'll miss you so much." he said and hugged me again.

"I gotta go.Take your self until I come back, okay?I love you so much.Goodbye." he said and left.I started crying and sobbing.I know that music is his passion so i'll support him.I remembered when bts were just starting.Yoongi doesn't eat and just saved his money for his transportation,he sells all his songs for ten thousand won.

I wanna help him in selling his songs but he refused cause he said he doesn't want me to be tired.Sometimes i could see him crying in his room while writing in songs.He once confessed to me that he was depressed and all he does is just cry in my arms.

But now i was so happy seeing him succeed.I am so happy that finally, he reached his dream to be a singer and a songwriter.This is his dream, to express his songs to all the people especially the armys.

I was surprised when i see him in front of me, smiling.He was singing Love is not over which makes me cry.I was sitting in front of my television when i suddenly heard that song.I miss him so damn much.

It's been a month and two weeks since he left yet he doesn't come back.I know its hard for him to sneak out and come back because of his hectic schedule but it's fine for me.Seeing him happy and successful makes me happy.

I looked at his poster that is posted in my room.I miss him so much.

It's already 12 am and someone knocked on my door.Who was it?Who would knock on my door at 12 in midnight?

Omo, maybe it was a thief? Waaaaah!

"Baby..."

Oh .

I know that voice! I immediately run unto the door and i cried when i see the man who was standing in front of me.The man that i love and the man that i want to marry.

He hugged me tight and kissed me on my forehead, "Y-yoongi~" i said and start crying.

"I missed you,baby girl." he said.

"I missed you too,yoongi." i said and noticed that he was sad," Why?What's the matter,Yoongi?Huh?" i asked.

" You're my inspiration in writing songs, in fighting no matter what happened.You are always here by my side in times that i am depressed.You're the girl that i want to marry soon and i want you to be the mother of our kids.Without you,my life would be miserable and would be boring.So i want to thank you for all. For being by my side always,for being my inspiration, for being my motivation, for all the happy memories.I would cherish all those happy memories.But baby,I'm sorry.I'm sorry but i have to let you go.I don't want you to get hurt.I can't come back here anymore.This would be the last time that i'll visit you here and see you.I am sorry.But always remember that all of my songs are dedicated to you.You are my first love and always be.But i have to break up with you and let you go. Goodbye baby,i love you so much." he said and left me hanging,still in shock.

 

And again, it broke my heart.

He broke my heart again.

He broke my heart again for the second time.

 

 

 

 

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So how was it?

sad ending yeah HAHA well mianhae,i also felt bad for it but yeah.

 

"first love" min yoongi one shot

written by: baekbaehyunnie

all right reserved 2018

- i also wrote this story on wattpad and just transferred it here,you could check it out there and my jk ff [ un: hisminsugar ]