It's already dark and cold when Jungwoo decide to go home. He didn't attend his remaining class after he talked to Olivia. What for? He will not going to listen anyway, so it's better not to attend and he's not in the mood to do anything right now.

All he can think about is, his struggling boyfriend.

Should he really let him go now? Will he regret in the future if he did?

Jungwoo lives peacefully without Yukhei in the past but after coming to his life, he's not sure anymore how to keep going if Yukhei won't be on his side. Things are different now.

He misses Yukhei every single day.

How will he manage to live if he'll let him go back to Hongkong?

On the other hand, he can't be selfish anymore. 

His phone vibrated. A message from Yukhei appeared in his phone screen, asking him where he is and why he hasn't still going home, and how badly he misses Jungwoo.

That made his heart soft and weak. How will he manage to deal with all of these?

Jungwoo wipe his tears and texted him back then quickly goes home to see Yukhei.

"Jungwoo-yah, no matter how painful it is to let him go, you have to do it and think about his feelings too. You're doing this because you love him and you want him to be happy, okay?" Jungwoo said to himself and rubbed his chest where his heart placed, he couldn't stop crying. "It's not like he's not going back anymore. Stop crying eyes, please."

After the long ride and finally he's on his neighborhood, he saw Yukhei standing outside their village's main gate, he seemed waiting for him. The younger noticed him already and quickly went near him.

"Hey, where have you been? You didn't attend class. Are you okay?" Yukhei asked and cupped his cheek then gave him a peck on his lips. "Did you cry?"

"N-No. It's just the air. Did I made you worry?"

"Of course stupid. I couldn't help not be worry. Let's go home." Yukhei smiled and kissed him again then walk ahead, but Jungwoo pulled his arm to stop him.

"Wait." He said, and the younger glance him. "Hm?"

"I have something to tell you." Jungwoo then breathe heavily.

This is not going to be easy.

"What is it?"

It's time Jungwoo. He thought, even though he's damn nervous now, he can't let it pass. The time is very precious and he must see his granny as soon as possible.

"You should go now." Jungwoo flashed a bitter smile.

"Yeah, we are going home now. Let's go." The younger then attempt to pull Jungwoo but the latter stopped him.

"No. You should go to your home."

"What? Are you kicking me out?" The younger's eyes widened.

Jungwoo was about to tear up again, but luckily he manage to stop them from falling. He knew that it will happen again because he's very weak inside. Just this time, he must be strong.

"I mean, leave now. Go back to your home with Olivia." His bitter smile still there. 

"What?" Yukhei look flustered.

"You know what I mean." The older said softly, still smiling bitterly.

"Are you telling me to go back? Didn't I told that I don't want to?" Yukhei whimpered and move closer to the older. 

"Yukhei, please listen to me."

"No, why are you telling me this? Don't you want to be with me anymore? I can move out if you want." Yukhei clicked his tongue while looking seriously at the older.

"That's not it. Your family needs you, just go back Yukhei." Jungwoo said then held the younger's hand tight. He can feel the younger's anger already, that's why he wanted to lessen it by holding his hand.

"Jungwoo, I told you right? I will not leaving you here. Don't you get it? I chose you over them because that's what I want!"

"But that's not right! It's your family, your granny. The most precious one in your life."

Yukhei frowned. How did Jungwoo know that? He don't remember telling Jungwoo about his granny. Did he, perhaps talked to Olivia?

"How did you know about her?"

"It doesn't matter. You know that I love you right? So I'm trying to understand you."

"But I told you already that I don't want to go back there anymore!" The younger cried, then ruffled his hair harshly because of the frustration. "You also knew how much I love you too right? That's why I'm not going and I'm choosing you over them!"

"That will makes me look bad, Yukhei. It's not right to choose me, I'm just your boyfriend."

"No you're not. I think of you more than that."

Jungwoo sighs. Yukhei is not trying to understand him, but no matter what happen, his decision of letting him go will never change. Yes this is freaking hard decision for him because he's too attached to the younger now but he couldn't fight when it's about his family.

"But blood is thicker than water." He smiled bitterly again. "No matter what you'll trying to do, Hong Kong is still your home and your family is there, waiting for you to come back." Jungwoo caressed his boyfriend's hair and cupped his cheeks. "You have gone long enough, maybe it's time to make up with them. Family is still family that will love each other at the end of the day."

Yukhei took Jungwoo's hand away, he looks mad too. "I'm not going." He said before turning around and walk ahead to go home. He didn't like what the older said today. What does he want him to do? Go with Olivia and let himself to feel ignored again when he go back? No ing way. Another thing is, he decide already.

Jungwoo sigh again and tears are starting to fall from his eyes. It's hard to control your tears from falling in front of the person you love and trying to be strong for him not to worry and you are serious. This decision is hard to be honest, he don't want to be parted with the person he loves the most, but since Jungwoo loves Yukhei so much, he'll set him free and be happy.

He hoped Yukhei will see that effort, that Yukhei will see how much he loves him, that's why he's doing this.

Jungwoo is quietly sobbing before leaving the neighborhood. He needs to go somewhere tonight.

He still crying until he gets inside the bus, luckily, there's no people much inside but he doesn't care. He's very unhappy and he wants to cry it all.

***

Jaehyun was quietly watching Jungwoo cry like a mess. The younger came without notice and after seeing him cry, he quickly let him come inside. He looks hurting. Jaehyun didn't know what happened to him but he clearly knows that it's because of Yukhei. Who else? Jungwoo gets cry easily, but he'll never cry like this if that thing or person is not really special to him.

"You okay?" Jaehyun asked him after giving Jungwoo a glass of water. He's still not calming down.

Jungwoo shook his head. "I don't know what will happen t