Jungkook’s POV

January 2018

I am tired. I am lost. I am lonely. I am afraid if this is a sign of depression. I mean well I’m happy that BTS is famous worldwide, we also won Daesangs. However, I always feel empty whenever we finished with our schedule. Whenever I feel like this, I always go to Han’s river, with my disguised and calm my mind. I pray to God, please fill my emptiness.

After clearing my mind, I went back to the dorm and I saw that the Hyungs literally laugh out loud watching something on their phone. I joined them and I was shocked when I saw that they’re watching a reality show by Blackpink. I didn’t know they have one! I went back to my room and binge watched until the latest episode. I don’t understand why YG decided to keep the girls for so long without doing anything other than magazine shoots. These girls are mad talented. I always love the voice of the main vocalist, Rosé (She’s my second favourite after IU of course). See, fans always ship me with different female idols and Rosé is no exception. It’s all started during the Gayo Daejun where I kinda smirked when she sang (How can you NOT right) but of course, that’s that. The more I watched their reality show, the more I like Rosé. She fit my ideal type! Like how can she be good at cooking, singing, and even sport?! But of course, this is just a crush. This will go away. I always wanted to have a duet with her but knowing YG, it is completely impossible. She will probably have duets with the guys from YG instead and I know my chance is equal to zero.

Or so I thought…

February 2018

It was the first week of February and suddenly Bang PD decided to have a meeting with me. Apparently, I was chosen to sing a duet song for the Valentine Special in Inkigayo. He said my partner will arrive soon, so I waited while listening to Daniel Caesar’s Best Part. I heard the door open and I can’t believe who’s standing infront of me now, also known as my to be my duet partner. Never in a million years would I expect her to be my partner. I literally had my jaw dropped, it was embarrassing. We greeted each other and she’s the definition of sunshine. There’re no hint of shy in her. She’s so friendly I just can’t help with the butterflies in my tummy whenever she giggled. From the moment she introduced herself, she kept on talking as if she know me way before. There’s no hint of awkwardness in the conversation at all. I can listen to her all day long! I asked her how did this collaboration happen and she told me YG finally get his conscience back and it’s his way to give back to BLINKs. YG also said he find my voice suits her the best compared to the other guys. (Hah