Loving you hurts me,

Hurting got me numb,

Numb of your excuses,

Excuses that doesn't exist.

With eyes closed, dim got me whole.

But when I tried to lure darkness out, I see colors.

Colors that reminds me of you.

Colors that resembles you.

Colors that had lighted me.

Colors that once had given hopes.

And colors that still has its own darkness.

Colors are still colors,

And colors remains the way what it was before.

You've blinded me with your shredded sicked figure, People fades, same as colors; same as you.

You were just a tinted hue my once was an innocent mind created, But that was before; You've changed.

And that what makes you just an illusion, An illusion in which there's a certain you who wants to be with someone,

And hell be with you, I've assumed too high.