Are you toying with me or did you mean what you say

Words laced with venom, you claim you're here to stay

I don't know how to feel, Im lost in my emotions 

My boat is slowly sinking in this vast ocean

You tell me you love me, I believe it, it's true right? 

if not then why say it if you're only going to lie

Friendship is toxic? It's bad? Smiles are sins? 

How is it that you think this how can we win...

I tried everything for you Min, everything I could do

But no matter what I don't know what to say anymore to you

I love you, I really do, but something about this hurts...

waiting ... wondering... seeing you in spurts

This isn't how you show love, it's not how you care

Love isn't something that disapates with air

it doesn't come and go, like a wave from the sea

it doesn't make eneimies - you should feel free

Tied down to the rock - your back scraped by your fears

You can't let go you can't look past the years

You spent them with no one, alone and scared

Then I came from the shadows, I showed I cared

I want to love you right, but you're like loving a rose

pretty and frangrant but causes pain like no one knows

Why won't you be honest, tell me how things really are

Help me understand stop talking from afar.

I have cried so many tears, felt so many cuts

no matter what I so, I can't pull you out of the rutts

You made them yousrelf and what am I to do

I'm waiting till you're gone again... because you are you

please stop hurting me, if you're leaving then go

you're hurting me dearly, you're hurting me so

I care too much and hope for the best

but I'm more worthless to you than all of the rest

Don't tell me you love me unless it is true

I don't need that - not from someone like you. 

off with your bull, fairytail lies. 

Why the are you hurting me, Why the do I try.