Too Soft

Too Soft

WARNING: Mentions of blood and wounds.


Sitting at his desk going through paperwork wasn't something Joonmyun enjoyed doing during his lunch break, but somebody had to do it. With rumours of a promotion floating around the barracks, his name included, Joonmyun was eager to keep in the higher ups good books. It wasn't like he had ever stepped out of line; if this were a normal business he would've been awarded employee of the month every month since he was employed. 

Just as he finished another document, there was a knock at the door. Looking up, his gaze fell on the tall, lean figure of General Jung, which had him jumping to his feet and saluting.

"At ease." He commanded.

Joonmyun dropped his arm to his side but remained standing, eyes focused on the man in front of him. He didn't look happy. In fact, he had a look on his face that resembled a bulldog chewing a wasp. 

"Major Kim, one of your subordinates has been fighting again," the General began. "I don't think I need to tell you which one."

He was right. Joonmyun didn't need to be told who it was. He'd dealt with this person several times before, and if he were to be perfectly honest with himself, he was beginning to wonder if the guy had an ulterior motive. Or maybe he just didn't get on well with people.

Joonmyun quietly sighed and closed his eyes for a brief moment. When he reopened them, the General had turned his back to Joonmyun, instead turning his attention to the door where two tall soldiers were manhandling a third, slightly shorter soldier into the room. The soldier being manhandled wasn't putting up a fight, he was calmly letting them push and shove him into the room; there was a sheepish grin on his face the entire time, with his eyes locking with Joonmyun's almost immediately. 

"Captain Wu is responsible for putting one of my best soldiers in the hospital." The General growled, sending a look full of hatred towards the soldier. "I trust you'll punish him accordingly."

While Joonmyun was a rank higher than Captain Wu, he stood a considerably few inches shorter, making him appear weaker than he actually was. In reality, he could have the taller on the floor before he could even blink if required. 

"Yes, sir." Joonmyun replied.

"I know what you're like, Kim. You're too soft on your subordinates, and this is why they aren't afraid to start fights. You better punish him accordingly, Kim, or I'll do it for you." 

"Yes, sir." Joonmyun saluted as the General stalked past the three soldiers, glaring daggers at the man in the middle before slamming the door behind him.

Joonmyun signed again. He looked up at Captain Wu and noticed a slightly pained expression gracing his handsome features. 

"Will you please stop gripping his arms like that, you're hurting him," Joonmyun ordered. "And those aren't necessary, take them off." 

He was referring to the handcuffs clamped tightly around the soldiers' wrists. He didn't see the point in them. However, he wasn't surprised when the soldiers failed to remove them, and instead of loosening their grips, they tightened them.

"With all due respect sir, they will remain on for your protection." 

"Then you two can leave."

"But-"

"Out!" Joonmyun rarely raised his voice, but this situation called for it. He might be shorter than most soldiers of his rank but he didn't need protection. He didn't need protection from someone he knew wouldn't hurt him. 

The two soldiers hesitated, but eventually let go of the third, saluting before making a swift exit. With those two and the General now gone, Joonmyun audibly sighed. 

"Sit." He said, gesturing to the seat in front of his desk. The soldier did as he was told.

Perching himself on the edge of his desk, Joonmyun locked eyes with Captain Wu. He wished he would wipe that smirk off his face and realise the trouble he was in.

"Kris, why do you keep doing this? I can't keep being so lenient with you. You're going to get your thrown in military prison, and let me tell you it's far worse than ordinary prison." 

Kris raised an eyebrow. "Do you know that from experience?"

"No, but I've known people who have been there and the stories they bring out with them aren't fairy tales." Joonmyun countered, gritting his teeth. 

"Sorry Joonmyun, but he was asking for it," Kris mumbled, looking at his feet. Joonmyun was sure he heard something about his mother as well.

"What colourful word did the soldier call you this time?" 

A chuckle caught Kris off guard, and as he looked up he realised that Joonmyun was grinning at him. This is how it always played out; Kris getting in trouble for god knows what reason, being sent to Joonmyun's office, and then Joonmyun letting him off with a slap on the wrist. It was hard for Joonmyun to be mad at Kris. They'd known each other for years, but nobody else knew that. And that's the way they wanted to keep it.

"Do you think the General is being serious? That if your punishment isn't good enough he'll punish me himself?" Kris questioned, absentmindedly running his thumb over the raw skin of his other wrist. 

"Maybe," he said. "The worst he can do is flog you, and I doubt he would do that considering you're in charge of a unit and a very good soldier. You're too valuable to be taken off duty."

"Taking me off duty would be part of my punishment, wouldn't it?" 

Joonmyun shook his head. "I don't think so. If I were him, taking you off duty would only leave you with more time to cause trouble."

Slipping off the desk, Joonmyun stepped towards Kris and reached for his hands, pulling them up so he could slide underneath and perch himself on Kris's lap. Luckily for them, nobody ever came into Joonmyun's office without knocking or giving prior notice. If they walked in on this, they would both be in trouble. 

Wrapping his arms around Kris's neck, Joonmyun leaned his head on his shoulder. He felt Kris relax in his grip, which was comforting. Any anger that remained in his body towards this other soldier was disappearing. 

"Stop fighting. Please." Joonmyun whispered, barely audible.

"I will," Kris replied. "I promise."

 

-X-x-X-

 

The following day, Joonmyun received news of what he had feared. The General was not happy with the punishment he had set out for Captain Wu, deeming 'to be given less food and to clean the bathrooms with a toothbrush' to be too nice. As soon as he'd heard, Joonmyun all but sprinted to the medical bay. The punishment had been carried out earlier that morning for all to see. Joonmyun was worried about what he was going to find when he reached his destination. 

The door was slightly ajar when he reached the medical bay, and by the sounds of it, nobody was in there. But he knew there was. He had to fight off every feeling telling him to turn around and walk away. The first thing he saw when he walked into the room, was the distinct large figure of Captain Kris Wu sitting on the bed with his back towards the door. 

Joonmyun almost puked as his eyes landed on the angry red lacerations that marred Kris's once perfect skin, reaching from his shoulders to his hips, leaving barely any skin untouched. Most of the blood had dried, but some of the wounds were still leaking fresh blood, and with no nurse or doctor in sight it was clear that Kris had been left to deal with his wounds on his own. 

Without a word, Joonmyun walked around to the medical cabinet in the corner, reaching in and gathering the supplies he needed before setting them down on the bed next to Kris. The Captain didn't say anything either. 

His back wasn't the only part of his body that was injured, Joonmyun discovered. His wrists were red raw from where they had been roped to a post. They looked sore, but Kris seemed unfazed by it as he quietly watched Joonmyun prepare bandages and alcohol to clean his wounds. Joonmyun could see that he was shaking, maybe from shock, maybe from pain, maybe from fear, or perhaps all three, Joonmyun wasn't sure. 

"Don't be sorry." Kris finally spoke, his voice deep and pained.

Joonmyun nodded without speaking, cleaning the wounds around Kris's wrists first as gently as possible. As he wrapped them up in clean bandages, Joonmyun could feel the lump in his throat getting bigger. The sooner he moved on to the worst of the injuries the better, at least then Kris wouldn't be able to see him cry. 

As he got to work on his back, it dawned on Joonmyun that this wasn't just Kris's punishment. It was his punishment as well for not being hard enough on his subordinates. The General knew that Joonmyun would run to see Kris after he'd been punished, so he ordered the medical staff to leave the bay, to leave Kris alone so that Joonmyun would treat him himself. 

And see what damage he had caused.

"Don't cry," Kris said quietly as tears began to stream down Joonmyun's cheeks. 

"I'm so sorry, Kris." He whimpered. "I'm so sorry."

"I said don't be sorry, it's not your fault."

Cleaning Kris's back took the best part of an hour, and by the time Joonmyun secured the last bandage, he'd run out of tears. He knew that Kris would have trouble sleeping for the next few days, or even for the next few weeks. It would be too painful for him. 

When he finished putting the supplies away, Joonmyun allowed himself to be pulled into Kris's chest, strong arms holding him tight as if afraid he'd float away if he let go. 

"I'd rather it be me than you."


I can't remember when I wrote this but I know I was watching Pirates of the Carribean at the time. 

I started writing a part 2, which I might post, but might not. Depends if I finish it.

 

 

 

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This will have two chapters. Both parts can be read on their own or as a series.

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ephemeral24
2415 streak #1
Chapter 2: ouch... and now Jun got punished severely too...
I'm so sad they have to suffer like this... why do they have to suffer??? until when will they be punished... they should just run away from the force the moment they have a chance... huhuhu this is so sad
ephemeral24
2415 streak #2
Chapter 1: i remember reading this before... is this crossposted from another site?

anyway, awwwwww... the sacrifice is too sweet!
if Yifan and Jun's relationship is exposed, more harm will be done to Jun since he's higher in rank and it would harmful to his reputation too... he might get kicked out of the military even
sad that they have to bear extreme pain like this, Yifan may be the one receiving physical pain but im sure Jun is hurting just as much internally
cyfome #3
Chapter 1: Wow, military au!!!❤❤
This is different from the usual fics..am very much ingerested on how the story would turn out❤❤ good luck authornim??
wumyeon9091 #4
Chapter 1: I remember reading this before!!!! And I loooooved itT_____T Are you really going to write the next chapter?? ! Thank you so much !!
ihc_ocohc #5
Chapter 1: The story is interesting, this is the first time I read the story of Krisho with military background. I like the concept of Suho who has a higher position than Kris, and the opposition that Suho faces ... I really like this story. Please post chapter 2 as soon as possible, I'm waiting hehe