Since I was a child I’ve always dream of a happy ending love story.

 

A fairytale like romance

 

A  never ending happiness you feel when you are with someone you love.

 

I like the idea that I discover different things within me every single day when I’m with him. Heck, I don’t even  know I’m capable of doing things beyond my limit.

 

 

The feeling of satisfaction when we reach  the seventh heaven after we finish making love

 

Ecstasy the highest form of happiness I felt because of him.

 

I am Kim Taeyeon 29 years old and let me tell you my story

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

HAPPINESS

“LOVE IS THE CONDITION IN WHICH THE HAPPINESS OF ANOTHER PERSON IS ESSENTIAL TO YOUR OWN- UNKNOWN”

 

Flashback

 

May 21, 2017

 

“Hello”

 

“It’s my off today babe want to come over ?“

 

“Hmm let me think about that”

 

“Yah Kim Taeyeon!”

 

“What?” with a teasing tone

 

“Don’t you miss me?”

 

“I don’t”

 

“Really?”

 

“Say the magic words first. Maybe I could change my mind”

 

“Please baby I miss you. Happy now?”

 

“That’s it? Is that your final answer I am not satisfied Mr. Kwon”

 

“If I answer correctly what is my reward hmm?”

 

“Reward?” I chuckled “ Obviously I might go to your place, Is that what you’re asking me”?

 

“Then I won’t say  the magic word”

 

“Huh? Waeyo I’m confused”

 

“Because I like your punishments more”

 

“Yah ert!”

 

“Let’s see each other babe this is the only time we’ll meet each other before my world tour kicks in.”

 

“Say the magic word first”

 

“Kim Taeyeon you’re teasing me”

 

-_-

 

“Arraseo”

 

 

 

Silence..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“Say the magic word first” With that I burst out laughing

 

“Calling the mental hospital I’m reporting a potential client here she’s on the edge of being crazy”

 

“HA HA HA” I laugh sarcastically “ You’re losing your chance to see this beautiful but you’re crazy girlfriend here if you continue that Mr. Kwon.”

 

“Then see you next year Ms. Kim “

 

“Arraseo.. Arraseo you win”

 

“I’ll pick you up”

 

 

“Okay”

 

 

We were sitting on the floor in front of the television my back is facing his chest. His hands were securely wrapped around my waist.

 

This is the precious moments I treasure the most.

 Sometimes there’s no conversation needed

 Our hearts speaks on our chests as it beats as one.

 

Because of our very hectic schedule, we barely see each other So at times like this is a heaven for the both of us.

 

His presence is enough for me to feel loved, special and secure.

No material things can ever replace how thankful I am because of his trust and loyalty he has given me.

 

 

I’ve always longing for his attention

 

“Ms. Kim” he spoke to my ear made me shiver

 

“hmm” he kissed the side of my neck

 

“I-

 

“miss you?”

 

“Yah, very good you got it right! I laughed

 

“ That’s so easy Mr. Kwon”

 

“Okay, We’ll move to the hard level”

 

“I-

 

“am sorry?” I looked at him suppressing my laughter

“Arrgh Wrong!”

 

“What? I answer it correctly. You prank me last week so I assume you wanted to apologize”

 

“Can you just forget that prank. If I remember I apologize to you a hundred times already”

 

“ But I never said I forgive you”

 

“For the nth time I am very sorry for pranking you last week from the lowermost part of my heart. Satisfied?”

 

“Okay apology accepted. What’s the right answer then?”

“I

 

Love

 

you

 

so

 

so

 

much” he whispered in my ear

 

“Aigooooooo”

 

“ Your blushing baby”

 

“No I’m not”

“Let me see” trying to cup my face to look at him

 

“Stop it Jiyong I mean it”

 

“Okay okay okay I’ll stop”

 

“Now we will proceed to the million dollar question”

 

“Will-

 

“you stay by my side? Of course It’s not like I’m going anyw- My voice interrupted with a sudden ring

Even though I can’t see him I can sense the disappointment on his face

 

I ing know the answer.

 

I ing know what will happen next

 

But I choose to be a coward

 

I am not really sure about my own feelings

 

I ing don’t know what I want

 

 

 

“Babe your phone’s ringing”

 

“Damnit!”

 

Since that day we never had the chance to talk about it again.

Maybe because he feels that I am not ready for that next chapter of my life

I do want to get married but not now.

I  just don’t feel settling down anytime soon

Not tomorrow

Not now

 

 

 

 

INTO YOU

So, baby, come light me up, and maybe I'll let you on it

A little bit dangerous, but, baby, that's how I want it

A little less conversation and a little more "touch my body"

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