Dear Journal, 

    She doesn't like me. 

    Im Nayeon, my crush for almost 5 years, is the sweetest girl I've ever met. 

    We are not close, I want to but I can't. 

    I'm afraid she might creeped out if I said I like her, yeah I do. But I want to know her better. 

    So I decided to make a plan. 

    I'll pretend to be a girl to be close to her. 

    Wish me luck! 

                                                        Love,                                                                       Jihoon