"When i thought everything was over: you came."

27^th ,March, 1997

A daughter was born in a family of a 2 year married couple. Had they known hoe there future is gonna be, they would have preferred not to conceive a child like me. In my fathers side, I was the the first child of the third generation. Being the oldest, I had a heck of responsibilities on my shoulders. You must be wondering why is this girl saying such ty stuff. Hahaha!! let me tell you, my story seems to be going like any other ordinary girl, but trust me its just a full waste of life. Hell knows what I did in my past life to deserve such things in my life. Wow! I am already making it sound like my life is over. Well I don’t know, probably by the time you read the end of this story, I will be dead. Its also possible, that you will find me bleeding in a a tub, or jumping off a cliff, or by simply intaking poison.

 I don’t remeber anything special happening in my life. Just those simple glimpses I had with my family, specially my dad, my sister, my friends and my me time as well.

This may look like a suicide note. I have written many before, when I felt like loosing my calm and killing myself. Out of severe stress, I had banged my head on the wall many a times before, cried so hard till my eyes swell, in order to control my voice so that know one will know I cried, I bit my hand so hard that it left a mark and it stayed there for days.

I guess thats enough for an intro.……….