'Just kill who ever gets in your way,and kill any traitor.'

Just keeps playing through my head.

Different scenarios play through my head.For example, what if Mir witness what I have done. Should I kill him.

No I couldn't do it.Not after everything he done for me.

Like the time I made alot of mistakes when I was acceptable to work,and he was just a child.

It was kind of embarrassing that a young kid knew how to do thinks that I didn't know til now.

But I would not step one foot into his important job.

And I really don't know what that is.

I tried asking but he ignores me.

"I need to go home,and apologize for leaving."

'Not after you change some things.You'll never know who had been watching you,'

'True,but how am I going to change my looks?'

'Look over there..There is tube with red written on it.Get it and put it on your hair.'

I walked over to that tube with red written on it.

I opened it and it smelled weird,and I didn't even have to sniff it.

So I put it on my hair,and it felt cold.

When I finished my hair was a type of redish black.

I liked the color,but I'm starting to feel guilt.

'Don't feel that way.That bastard deserved it...Now cut your hair a little.'

I did what my conscious told me to do.

By grabbing a sharp piece of glass.Not even knowing that it might not work,but it did.

After that I left my home,and headed back to lady you home.

I needed to apologize for leaving.

When I got there the whole family was waiting for me to return.

I kind of felt happy,but the face on lady  you's father face.

I would feel terrified.

"Eunhyuk your finally home.Why did you leave out the palace?" ask the mother.Who I now call umma.

"I had a lot on my mind,so I wanted some fresh air."

She hugged me tightly.Resting her head on my shoulder.

"I was so worried about you.Next time come to me for your problems."

"I will umma.Don't worry."

Heechul looked at me and already knew where I went,but he don't know what I did.

I was about to go to my room once everyone go to their room,but appa wanted to talk to me.

He pulled me into the garden.

"Eunhyuk,what was the problem?"

'Should I tell him what happen?'

I kept debaiting with myself into I spend to much time thinking.

"Well I was in the laundry room with Mir,and then I heard noises.I went to investigate,and found out that it was coming from Lady  you room.I opened the door and saw her and Lord Yesung together in  bed."

Then a tear left my eye.I could feel it because it was a little chilly outside,but it was soon wiped away by appa.

He looked at the moon that showned from behind the gray clouds.

He looked back at me,and I dropped my head.

"Eunhyuk,are you in love with my daughter?"

"Yes sir,I am."

"For how long?"

"Ever since the first day I came here."

He nodded his head.

'Should I be afraid,happy,or something else.Why is he nodding?'

"That's all I wanted to know"

"Okay,good night sir."

He waved then left me in the garden by myself.

I feel bad for some reason.

'I hope I didn't get Lady  you in troble.'

'Why did you care?She crushed your heart.'

'True,but I still love her.'

'Your an idiot.'

I got up and left the garden.I didn't want to hear anymore insults of the day.

I was heading towards my room which is right next to Lady you.

At times I really loved to have a room next to her's.

We would play games together,and pretend that we were neighbors.

I remembered the time we got me so confused.

It was like year ago.

She came knocking on my door.

~Flashback~

I heard a knocking sound at my door at like 2 in the morning.

I really didn't want to get up and open the door.I was getting to comfortable in my bed.

But I can't be unproper servant in a proper home,so I got up and opened the door.

It was no one but Lady knocking on my door.

I wanted to close it,but she been nice to me ever since I got here.

"Eunhyuk,what did you do last night?"

"I did nothing but clean the dishes,and cgave Mir your dresses to wash."

She nodded her head like she was an investigater.

"So tell me why did I hear screaming and last night."

"What are you talking about you?"

"Well I heard you scream out someone name,so I'm trying to find out."

She came breath taking close to me. That I could smell her sweet intoxicating scent.

Then she wrapped her arms around me and kissed my lips.

Her lips were very soft that I gave in,and kissed her back.

Then she started moving us towards my bed,and she tried to take off my shirt.

"No stop you...This isn't right."

"I know,but I'm really in love with you,and I really love your body."

I felt my heart beating starting to beat fast.

'She is in love with me'I kept repeating to myself.

As she continue to kiss me.

Mir came in.

"Oh I'm sorry.Sorry to disturb you two."

He bowed and left out the room,and you started to blush.

After that day I asked her did she really love me.

But she told me that she only loved me as a brother,and that she was just playing.

My heart shattered,but I got over it 30 minutes after.

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Sorry for keeping you waiting.Working on other stories.

So how did this chapter go?I hope I did well.

Cause this was just a random thought.To be honest.

So I will be updating soon,so please wait for that day to come.

Cause I know for sure the next chapter will shock you.