THE PATH THEY CHOOSE TO WALK IS NOT AN EASY WAY"

I remember how i watched my idol walk , sing, and dance on stage. i feel happy to see that they are enjoying the career they choose. It's what everyone want to be i know, but the thing is many people don't know what they go through to be on the spotlight, as i said earlier, it wasn't an easY path. Being a Fan is like being a student trying to study hard to be on the top class. i wanted to know more and more about them. 
So i watched them almost everyday when i have a my free time. and there i realize, wow'' they really are amazing and it's really not easy to be on stage, watching them break a sweat, heavy breathing and they almost as if going to faint any time soon. A real round of applause for them. For others they say that some idols are just faking it when they sing or when they hold an instrument and then they going to bash them. i think those people are not into k world so i dont mind them, i just wanted to say that please before you judge an artist or criticize them make sure that you know the story on how they become a star. it's looks easy when we watched them on TV and CONCERTS, when we watched them sing and dance and sometimes when they are given a chance to act. All of it looks easy to a normal people like us. But the truth is it is not. 
To an IDOL like them, every move and every little talks are limited, because haters and bashers are everywhere. i'm sure that it breaks their heart when people talk bad about them because we are all human after all. WE MAKE MISTAKES and it's part of our nature. So i wonder why some people are getting angry in some little mistake. Can we not all understand that those idols we admire are also having a hard time. Because what we see on screen is just half of what they are. Remember the news of some of them having a depression? i didn't know it was true until one day... one of them just choose to leave this world. I dont know the whole story but it was an eye opener that even a star is also a having a hard life'. The smiling face we see when they are performing, the laughter we hear when they talking to the fans, some of it are not true, in those bright eyes is sad soul hiding. So if you really are a true fan, we maybe have different idol's to admire but they're all are in the same industry so when one of them are having a hard time surely our idols are affected too. so why just we don't support them all and stop judging them on their flaws.

AND FOR MY IDOLS :)

“YOU ARE NOT ALONE WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU DON’T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE, REMEMBER THAT WE ARE ONLY A FANS BUT WE LOVE YOU DEEPLY IN OUR HEART. PLEASE ALWAYS TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES AND DON’T FORGET TO TAKE A REST. DON’T BE SCARED TO MAKE A MISTAKE ON THE STAGE BECAUSE WE DEARLY UNDERSTAND HOW HARD YOUR WORK IS.” WE KNOW HOW TIRING IT IS SO DON’T WORRY WE WONT JUDGE YOU FOR MAKING A MISTAKE. AND ALSO, IT’S OKAY TO CRY IF YOU FEEL LIKE IT’S HARD TO HOLD IT ANYMORE, WE ARE WILLING TO LISTEN AND WE WONT MAKE A BIG ISSUE BECAUSE OF IT. AND IF IT HAPPEN THAT YOU WANTED TO QUIT. DON’T WORRY WE WILL STILL UNDERSTAND IT ALL. IF YOU THINK THAT PEOPLE MIGHT FORGET YOU DON’T WORRY WE WONT. WE WILL STILL CHEER ON YOU EVEN WITHOUT THE CAMERA FLASHES OR THE SPOTLIGHT IS TAKEN FROM YOU ALL.

“what we want is a healthy idol so don’t worry if you feel like you’re gaining a weight it’s okay that’s better we wont bash you at all. It’s okay if you found the one who you wanted to be with we wont stop you instead we will support the both of you. SO my DEAR idols “ REMEMBER THAT EVERY PROBLEM IS A MYSTERY BY GOD, EVERYTHING HAS A REASON SO PLEASE DON’T GIVE UP SO FAST. IF LIFE GIVES YOU A HUNDRED REASON NOT LIVE, ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT THERES A LOT MORE REASON TO STAY ALIVE THAN GIVING UP WITHOUT FIGHTING.” Remember to learn how to live and live again and laugh.

I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR NUMBER ONE FAN.
sasa <3