Please read the forward so your aren’t lost :)

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"I start humming along to love songs that I didn’t like before

All of the melodramas in the world seem like my story

I try to look good when I didn’t before by paying attention to my appearance"

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The First letter:

I'm not sure why I fell for  Kim Myungsoo but I did. Actually that's a lie,  Kim Myungsoo was  just the type of guy that you couldn't resist. He had the sweetest smile with that forsaken dimple that made him look beyond handsome. His laughter was rarely heard but when you did hear it, it felt like you were doing something right with your life. He was so curious and creative. He was one of those people who knew how to make something simple into a masterpiece. 

I don't know when I fell, all I know is that I did. I had begun to dress differently, I wanted to look the best as I could. I wanted to capture his  attention. I wanted to be his muse. I was so blissfully happy, I sung those silly love songs and did those tiny victory dances. Oh dear, I had it bad for  Kim Myungsoo...Really, I would fantasize about a time in which he was mine. A time where he would love me like I loved him. A time where he thought that only I could be the one for him.

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"When a man’s in love, he wants to stay by your side

There’s always so much he wants to do for you

When I’m in love, I want to give everything in my life to you"

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 I really don't  understand how I fell, sure I've had crushes but somehow I fell a bit harder for Kim Myungsoo. It made no sense really, I spent time with him like all the other crushes, laughed, cried, everything; and yet I never fell for the others. Not even once. 

On a second thought, I think I was doomed since the beginning. I should've know that I'd fall for the guy that I literally fell on top of....You know, I was lucky that time, he had caught me then, he didn't let me hit the ground....Now the second time was different, I fell and he didn't catch me. I hit the ground so