Here is a one-shot story with BAP's amazing, super talented, and one of the best, nicest, most giving person in the whole world, leader, Bang Yongguk. 

I actually wrote this a long time ago when he first confessed that he was going through a though time.

Please enjoy and note that this is only fiction and nothing more.

“Gguk, can you please come home now love? You’ve been here in the studio for so long.”-You pleaded, feeling your voice crack as soon as you spotted your boyfriend, sat in front of a desk with multiple crumpled paper sheets around him.
“Just give me some more hours babe, I’m almost done with this new song.”-Yongguk explained, not taking his eyes of the desk, bitting the top of his pen as he came up with new lyrics to finish another one of his masterpieces. This was Yongguk, and no matter how hard it was for you to see him sacrificing his health, his well being, for the good of the majority, you also knew that there was no point in arguing with him, not when he was so concentrated in something and not after being diagnosed with his mental illness.
“I’ll give you some more hours Bang Yongguk, only a few and no more okay?”-You stated convinced, feeling your lips turn into a smile when you saw him turning around to face you, offering you a smile. Something so simple but at the same time so meaningful after spending weeks straight without seeing him smile honestly, without having to force it a single bit. Yongguk nodded, agreeing with your request.-”I’m still gonna buy something for you to eat. It’s already past midnight and knowing you like I do, you probably haven’t eaten anything all day. More like you haven’t eaten anything considerably healthy for the past days, considering the amount of ramyun bowls I’m seeing.”-Looking around his studio, you lost count of them, some being hidden by the countless paper sheets. Yongguk had never been the messy type of guy, sure he wasn’t the tidiest person you knew, but the state of his studio surely wasn’t what you were used to. However, you wouldn’t say neither ask anything, he was slowly getting better, slowly going back to the previous smiling, happy Yongguk, and you as his girlfriend could only stand by his side supporting him, being his pillar in every moment either it was good or bad.
“I don’t really feel that hungry..”-He started, coming up with an excuse to why he didn’t felt like eating. You rolled your eyes, ignoring the sentence that came out of your mind.
“What was that that you said? Please bring enough food fod the two of us babe. Thank you for waiting for me so we could have dinner together, I love you so much baby you have no idea of it. Was that it? I think so!!”Totally sounded like it. You’re welcome Gguk!”-You exclaimed cheerfully, pecking his cheek.-”I’ll be back in a while!”
“(Y/N) take my jacket with you at least. Not only is cold outside but people might as well recognise you.”-Yongguk pointed out, lowering his head embarrassed-”I don’t want you to get in trouble only because of me babe.”-He confessed, glancing up so he could meet your eyes. You sighed deeply, not knowing what you should do to assure him that he would never be a problem in your life. You kneeled next to his seating figure, laying your head in top of his lap.
“Yongguk, hear me out love okay?”-You asked, waiting for his answer that was given as a simple nod. You relaxed, feeling his breathing as well as one of his hands playing with a few strands of your hair.-”Both our companies and our fans know about our relationship. They’re really happy for us, and are only wishing us the best of the best. Besides that, my group’s promotions already ended so there’s nothing to worry about.”-You looked up, and caressed his cheek with the back of your right hand.-”You’ll never be a problem, a bother, call it whatever you want,in my life Yongguk. I love you, I want to be by your side in every moment either good or bad. So please don’t push me away.”-You got up, cleaning the thin layer of dust that your jeans collected from being kneeled on the floor.-”Me and the rest of the boys will support you in everything that you do. We won’t rush you to get better faster, we just want our happy leader back.”-You said, smiling at the end.-”Now if you excuse me love, I’ll buy food so that we can finally eat. See you in a bit!”-You kissed his cheek, picking up one of his jackets from the top of the small bed he had bought to have in the studio, leaving your boyfriend behind in the middle of his thoughts.
The cold breeze hit your face, reminding you of the cold times that were about to come. Winter, just as you expected, was being extremely cold and severe right from the beggining. How bad you wished for Spring to come quickly.
You ran to the nearest convenience store, picking up a few food items as well as cleaning ones. If you were going to wait for Yoongguk to finish his song all night you might as well do something useful and clean his studio. Paying for everything, you took your time to reach Yongguk’s studio, wanting to leave him alone a bit longer so he could process all of your previous words. You hoped that at least a few of the things you said, had sunken by now. 
You opened the door with the spar key your boyfriend had gifted you with, finding him still concentrated in the same worn out paper sheet.
“I’ve brought food and cleaning supplies.”-You chanted, lifting the two white plastic bags. You dropped them on top of the table, positioned next to one of the walls, and started taking out the food.-”They’re not exactly the healthiest food choices but I mean, you can’t expect much from a convinience store. I promise that tomorrow I’ll cook some amazing home made dishes. I’m pretty sure you’re missing that type of food after all this time.”-You continued, offering him a bento box, as well as a pair of chopsticks. Yongguk smiled at you, pronouncing a low thank you as his way to demonstrate how your little action meant so much to him. He put his food on top of his desk, and he got up, walking towards you.
“Babe, I never really got to thank you for everything that you’re doing for me. I know that these past few months haven’t been easy, and I’m really sorry for that.”-Yongguk spoke, staring right at your eyes. He caressed your cheek, making you immediately smile by feeling his touch once again.-”You have been so caring, so loving, putting up with every single one of my problems. I just don’t know how to thank you enough.”-He confessed, now putting his other hand on top of your other cheek. Not wanting to rush anything, he slowly leaned in, taking your lips with his, and starting a slow but passionate and sweet kiss.-“Have I already told you that you’re the woman of my life?”-He asked, putting one strand of your hair behind your ear and gaining an happy chuckle from you.
“Only a few couple of times if I correctly recall.”-You answered light heartedly, not being able fully believe that Yongguk had finally made a joke, recalling his past self.
“Let me live for once please.”-He pleaded, rolling his eyes due to how unforgivable you tried to be and sound like.-“I seriously love you more than anything (Y/N). You may not realise this but, I’m really thankful for having you in my life. And if it depends from me, you’ll always me in it.”- Yongguk confessed, stealing one more kiss from you, followed by a romantic one on your forehead.
“Hmm.”-You looked up, so you could look into his eyes. Okay, more like try, the height difference between the two of you being a considerate number.-“I’m still waiting for the day I’ll become Mrs. Bang.”-You suggested cheekily, winking at him. Yongguk gave you one of his radiant, gummy smiles before kissing you once again.
“Just wait a bit for it baby, when the time comes and I finally gather enough courage to ask you in marriage, I’ll make you the happiest girl in the world.”-He assured you, having such a certain look in his eyes that you couldn’t help but nod. After all, this was Bang Yongguk. Yongguk was loving, he das more than what you could ever ask. And having him by your side for the rest of your life? Suddenly life didn’t appear to be that bad. Sure it wasn’t easy, it would never be. But with Yongguk by your side you were sure of one thing. Together, every problem would be surpassed because in the end what really mattered was love. The love you two felt for each other.