Dear Jonghyun,

This will be my letter to you. I first want to apologize. I’ve regretted this so much because I just can’t believe it. I’m so sorry for not noticing you were in this much pain. There were so many signs yet I either didn’t notice them or thought you were going to be okay. I guess I was wrong. It was so painful for me but it was more painful for you. I’ve accepted the fact that you are gone now. I know that you are happy where you are. I mean you’re out here changing the moon and turning lights to our fandom color. It’s okay I’m not sad anymore. You’ll forever be on my mind each day. I’ll never forget the beautiful memories you gave me. You did well my angel. Goodbye.