" I heard that just before you die ``your whole life flashes before you eyes `` but that's not how it happened to me "

Rosé P.O.V : 

The air is sweet , the weather is fine , The Orange glow of streetlamps are warming the atmosphere 

I sipped from my mug of milk as I felt the cool breeze caressing my soft black hair which landed down around my shoulders making glossy waves 

There's something about being outside in my room's balcony that evaporates my fear and anxiety , maybe the fresh air scent reminds me of motivation  , freedom , passion  , or maybe I'm exaggerating  , but my body is starting to relax 

I flipped through the last pages of my book and I whispered reading the inked words 

" every day a new dream is born , another is crashed  , a fear is fading , another one is growing  
Every day someone die , another is saved from death's cruel hands and here fears and dreams start the hunger game  " 

My lips curled into a smile , I looked at the sky thinking about every dream that was born , a fear that faded , a near dead who got saved 

" can the stars in this black ocean know how much ? " 

I leaned down to cup my cheeks in my hand palms 
But my sight quickly shooted a silhouette coming from far , It came closer for me to notice a man  in black , floundering his way near my house 

" drunk ? Sick ? Injured?  " 

I asked myself and still following him with concern in my eyes , as he came closer and closer , I noticed his exhausted expression  , he was firmly grabbing his arm as if it will fall apart from his shoulder 

My jaw dropped when he fell down on his knees not able to move
I hurried to the inside , wore a jacket and ran downstairs to reach him before something worse could happen to him

I raced to the outside , mind running a mile , then i posed near his unconscious body , I tried to control my breathing then I mumbled " Are .. You .. Alright .. " hoping he will hear my breathless words

His skin was pale as a China doll is , his lips lost colour , we could barely see them there , sweat dripping down his cheeks , also his hair was wet .

I shaked him slightly to see if he fainted or he just clocked out for not being able to handle pain anymore , 
 I saw blood dripping from his arm , his eyelids opened lazily

 I gulped what's on my throat when our glances met each other  , I could understand the word " help " escaping  from his eyes 

There was no other way to act , so I managed to make him lean on my shoulders  , I got up slowly to help him stand on his weak foot again , he hissed in pain , scowling at me 

" I'm sorry , but you need to get help inside the house "

 I fixed his eyes , trying to comfort him 

" it's not far , not at all " 

We limped to my residency  , as soon as we arrived  , I walked him to the guest room , and layed him down on the bed 

I checked his temperature  , he was clenching his teeth , and gasping air that wasn't simply there for him 
My hands landed under it , I came out with a box which was actually a first aid kit 

I opened his suit top to reveal his arm

" it might hurt you a little bit , so be patient "

I soaked the towel in the clean water and I started to pat gently around the wound to clean the skin from blood 
Then I soaked another towel in the saline solution to clean the actual wound 

I carefully tip topped it to disinfect it 
The young man kept swallowing , he kept his eyes closed during all the process 

And for conclusion a tied a bandage firmly around his injury to stop any bleeding 

I picked my phone from my pocket and searched in my contacts for the 119

" I will call the medical emergency for you " I affirmed 

But a weak voice made my fingertips  freez

" Don't " 

" Why ... ? You can't stay like th-"

 He interrupted me again in a low tone 

" just don't! " 

I felt the order in his voice , I just faced him with a worried mostly puzzled expression

 " then at least let m