Standing at the Pledis Building rooftop, I calmly closed my eyes and feel the cold breeze of air up here thinking the time I spent with you.

 She is my long time girlfriend but no one knows here I have a girlfriend moreover, she's not a korean. I keep on wishing that we could spend time with each other again. 

'you, are you doing okay? I miss you so much. I've been busy here and all the songs we write especially my parts in our songs are all dedicated to you.' I smiled sadly as I talked to her in my mind even if she can't reply to me. 

I felt my tear suddenly fall as I held my chest on how hurt I am when we last talk.

We were doing a video call when she let out a quiet sob.

"you, are you okay? What happened?" she just shaked her head and smiled sadly.

"I'm fine, Jihoon. It's just...I really missed you. I wanna hug you so bad." I felt my chest tightened as I heard her say those words. Hearing her cry hurts me the most.

"I'm so sorry, baby. I missed you too. But we still need to wait for the right time so we can be together again." I still hear her hurtful cries and it hurts me more. "Stop crying now, baby. Please, it hurts me to see you like this." She wipes her tears and smiles softly at me.

"I'm so sorry to worry you, Jihoon. I just missed you so much and I can't hide my feelings anymore." I smiled sadly and blows her a kiss as I said to her how much I love her.

"I love you so much, you. Don't forget that." she nodded and smiled happily at me. 

"I love you more, Jihoon."

I walked through the pavement around the pledis building as I saw many kids holding their colorful pinwheels in their hands. It's like me in the rooftop earlier. Calling for the wind who is supposed to be you to come and hug me like the breeze of air. I miss your warmth and everything about you, you. 

You still gonna wait for me, right?

You still gonna love me?

I know it cause I do too. 

I love you so much, you. 

And I'm not getting tired telling you this.