I don't know what i did wrong all this time, i just show how i feel to my member. I love them like i love my family, i show my interest to all of them equally.

If they know about what happen, did they will accept my act ?

I show love in action and i always say it directly to them how i feel toward them. It is me that show it in a wrong way ?

Everytime i show it, they always ignore me, act like i did nothing important. 

They look at me like i did something that make them uncomfortable. Did i need to act like this to them ?

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Today is one of the day Twice hold a fansign for Signal promotion period.

I decide to end my act and show my last physical affectionate toward my member today. I don't want to make my member become more uncomfortable to me again.

Firstly, i try to get attention from Nayeon and Jeongyeon who talk to Once. I try to walk toward them and stand in the middle of them and give my best smile.  Nad their reaction is just, they look at me for 3 second and they back to talking to Once and ignore me. I try to smile Once and slowly walk away from both of them.

When i look around, i saw Tzuyu, Mina and Chayeoung playing with Once's gift that give to them . I try to walk to them, when i stand near to them i  try to talk to them and ask 

"What are you guys doing ?" but, that question is never got the answer. I try to wait and keep quiet for almost 5 minute. At the end, i walk away.