I wanna cry. What should I do? What should I do? Where? Where is it? I definitely put it on my pocket. Ah! I wanna cry. I can't find my lottery ticket. It means I lost it. Now, my whole house is a mess now because of my searching techniques. Pull out everything and search. And then throw it to somewhere as it goes. But it's gone. My super happiness turns to a burning heart now. The lottery man is worried too. He might feel a burning heart for his hoping as a comission. "It's over~" I sit down to the chair heavily. "It's gone uncle. It's over. I got it and I won but I lost it." my voice is shaking a little in the end. Holding my tears infront of a stranger is hard right now. Really hard to feel. What is that feeling? Why am I feeling that way? I was happy all the time. But I feel sadness after that moment. "I give up! Thank you for your information. Sorry for can't give you a chance to feel happiness together. I think it's destiny. There is nothing I can do more for that case." my voice becomes softer and lack of strength to talk more. That's not my money. That's just a luck of mine. Everyone tests their luck in many ways. Just by luck. I was lucky. But that luck can't bring my happiness till the end. And it took all of my own happiness than it gives to me. It's not fair. That means.. "Unlucky!", I mourn myself. The lottery man prepare to go back after my words. I may look like a pity in his eyes now. And he go out of my house. I took a deep breath and sigh