"Where you guys going? " he asked me which I see it's annoying but the truth is.. I'm scared.

I'm not scared of him. I don't understand why I don't like him. For me he's unreachable although I have more achievement than him in term of music. In other thing his higher in everything. I've always amaze in him about small things. I don't want to show it to him because I'm scared..

"Hyung! " I snapped when Hoseok call me. "Did you hate Jin hyung?!" I bit only lips to his question, even I have a higher IQ than Namjoon I can't answer his question. I shook my head without letting any word. "So why you didn't responds in him, when he asked you? " 

"Are you interrogating me? " I asked in furious tone.

"No.. I'm just asking?"  he says all the ay to company, we're quite throughout journey.

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"Hyung! Why Jin hyung sad? " I heard jungkook asking the vhope couple. I know Taehyung hate me because I've always ignore Jin hyung which he's bestfriend since trainee days. There a times Vhope couple quarrel about me and Jin hyung but I can't take out the fact that..

They looked I hate Jin hyung.

I was happy when Jimin came to our band. He's dancer same as Hoseok, he have a cute eye smile which I find adorable. I've always think that can I be his boyfriend. Although he like Jungkook very much made me jealous. I didn't care but Jungkook. He always eye on Jin. I didn't understand why he look to Jin like that.

When the manager assign our room. I kinda annoy because I've been roommate to Jin hyung which I hate so much because I think he gonna scold me for being sleepy and being too much organized.

Time passed it's never that way. He always turn off my laptop whenever I slept on it. He skipped practice for take care of me because Jimin need to go for practice to able to make new choreography for our song. He never asked for anything, he always gave his few lines to other members, That's why I produce dead leaves for him. He really appreciate it because he always mentioned it in all our interviews even at our concert. I've always overwhelmed to his hardwork. I've always told him don't overdue from work because he have to study. He told me if BTS gonna disband his father take him to become CEO of Kim Corp. He don't want to become CEO, he want to be actor. Sometimes he wish that he accepts SM offer to him. Maybe if that happens he will become a member of k-Exo and become an artist too like Kyunsoo and the other member of exo who has already a movie. He's a big help to our dream no one knows but I heard one time. When he talked to his parents. 

"Mom.. If this not success. I will pull out my investment to Bighit. Eomma just give me one more chance to prove to you. I can be famous on my own.... Yes Eomma.. That's not true... I'm happy here... Everyone love me.. Yes.. Not to worry eomma.. I just gave my money for this month.... But eomma keep it... Please... Kamsa.. Eomma. Tell to appa.. I love him.. " he sigh. "I can do it.. I know this is hard but I can endure it.. " 

I like his smile and determination, I guess being with him is not bad. I'm goin to enter to our room when he open my laptop and put a piece of paper within. I hid myself to bathroom as he cover himself to bed sheets, I read the letter. A pink paper with heart decoration.. I guess this a love letter.

Oh.. How I long your embrace                      Your longest time                                            will you be mine.. 

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