** LISA’S POV **

 

 

Days come, i feel like i’m still lacking with what i need to do in order to enter that door.

 

 

 

Mrs. Kim do take care of me very well as we always spend breakfast in their house then they will drive us in the school.

 

 

 

Jennie and I also catch up with the lessons everytime i am staying in there cause i can’t even say no to Mrs. Kim already.

 

 

 

Everything changed actually.

 

 

 

This is not what happened before.

 

 

 

I ony stay in dorm and just hibernate all day because Jisoo is busy pursuing Chaeyoung that time and i will only leave the dorm when i need to do groceries.

 

 

 

Jennie and I do hang out so often because of Mrs. Kim, She do told me that Jennie often go outside too because she’s busy studying or watching netflix at home.

 

 

 

I sighed as i listen to the teacher in front of me while i saw Jisoo trying to get my attention.

 

 

 

Then she throw me a crumpled paper.

 

 

 

“ Read it “ Jisoo mouthed

 

 

 

I frowned

 

 

Then i opened and read it.

 

 

 

“ Let’s skip class “ 

 

 

 

I shook my head and she shook her head to.

 

 

 

“ It’s Jennie’s birthday “ She mouthed

 

 

 

And?

 

 

That doesn’t mean we need to skip class though.

 

 

 

“ She wants to go clubbing “ Jisoo mouthed

 

 

 

I still shook my head

 

 

 

That would be very dangerous.

 

 

 

She just turned 21 right?

 

 

 

She should ask permission first cause i’ll be dead if ever cause Mrs. Kim know me and she’s expecting i’m with Jennie all the time.

 

 

 

And when the bell rings.

 

 

 

Jisoo quickly run towards my seat and begged.

 

 

 

“ Please please come with us? “ 

 

 

 

I shook my head.

 

 

 

“ That’s dangerous Jisoo. “ 

 

 

 

“ Jennie wanted to experience clubbing and she want us to be there since her parents is in a business trip and they will comeback on the next day “ Jisoo said

 

 

 

I still don’t like the fact that we will going in a club cause i heard lots of negative comments in there.

 

 

 

erts.

 

 

 

Alcohols.

 

 

 

Girls.

 

 

 

 

“ Pleaseeeeeeeee “ Jisoo begged 

 

 

 

I still shook my head and told her i’m not coming.

 

 

 

“ It’s Jennie’s birthday. Please “ 

 

 

 

But it’s very dangerous

 

 

 

 

“ She wanted to throw a party in there “ 

 

 

 

I shook my head.

 

 

 

“ Ugh why are you so good at being a good girl “ Jisoo groaned

 

 

 

Then i saw Jennie passed by the classroom, so i leave and fetch her as she walk in the hallway.

 

 

 

“ Jennie “ 

 

 

 

She turned around and look at me.

 

 

 

“ Can we talk? “ i asked

 

 

 

Jennie nodded 

 

 

 

“ What is it about? “ she asked

 

 

 

“ I won’t be able to go “ 

 

 

 

I can see how her facial expression turns into something disappointing as i said that.

 

 

 

Damn what should i do to catch up?

 

 

 

“ It’s okay if you can’t make it “ 

 

 

 

It’s not.

 

 

 

This is so confusing.

 

 

 

What will i do to catch up then.

 

 

 

As i look around i saw a boy and a girl walking downstairs.

 

 

 

The girl was so happy holding the huhe bear and roses as they both smile at each other

 

 

 

Are they happy?

 

 

 

Does those make people happy?

 

 

 

What do they call that?

 

 

 

Bear?

 

 

 

Fluffy bear?

 

 

 

And a what?

 

 

 

A boquet of roses?

 

 

 

Where did they get it? 

 

 

 

Where did they buy that?

 

 

 

“ Hey Lisa “ Jennie snap me out of reality and asked if i’m listening

 

 

 

“ Wait here “ I said

 

 

 

Then i run downstairs and approached the guy who bought that and he was first startled.

 

 

 

“ Where did you buy those? “ i asked

 

 

 

Then i saw the girl look at me and gasp as she smiled at me.

 

 

 

“ Near that cafe infront of the university gate “ 

 

 

 

The girl was poking my arm as she give me this sparkling eyes.

 

 

 

What does she want.

 

 

 

“ Thanks “ i said as i run fast since i only have 30 minutes break.

 

 

 

That’s just a piece of fluffy cloth why are they hally to recieve those.

 

 

 

That’s nonsense.

 

 

 

But i don’t think of anything else to catch up.

 

 

 

And when i enter the shop, I saw lots of bears and many flowers that made the store more attractive to everyone.

 

 

A girl do walk towards me and entertain me on what am i looking for.

 

 

 

“ Uhhh.. “ i scratched my head and thought of what they call it.

 

 

 

“ Is it for your girlfriend? “ 

 

 

 

Girlfriend?

 

 

 

I shook my head and waved.

 

 

 

“ No, No it’s not like that “ I said

 

 

 

And she playfully punch my shoulder like it’s nonsense for me to answer no.

 

 

 

“ People who go here do buy lots of romantic stuff like bears, chocolates and flowers. That’s nonsense if she’s not your girlfriend “ she giggled

 

 

 

Is Jennie my girlfriend?

 

 

 

Girl friend maybe?

 

 

 

So i just nodded.

 

 

 

“ Yeah maybe she’s my girl friend “ I said in a confused tone.

 

 

 

“ So what do you want to give her? “ She asked

 

 

 

Then i look around and told her everything that can make her happy.

 

 

 

“ I think you don’t know any specific things she like, Can i just suggest you one? “ 

 

 

 

So i nodded and told me to follow her in that area with lots of flowers and asked someone to look after for something fluffy.

 

 

 

I assumed it was a bear.

 

 

 

 

Then someone carry it and show to me how huge the bear was.

 

 

 

“ This is our best seller maam, It’s the 5ft tall bear plus chocolates and a bouquet of flowers. “

 

 

 

I was amazed by the bear and when i carried it, even i felt myself very happy carrying it.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“ I’ll take this “

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I was struggling so hard carrying the bear, chocolates and the bouquet to give Jennie.

 

 

 

But then i realised they’re already looking at me and they started screaming in cringer as they saw me walking upstairs.

 

 

 

 

As i arrive in the second floor, I saw Jisoo and Jennie talking as they leaned on the rails then Jisoo reacted on me carrying the bear that made her scream.

 

 

 

 

“ OMO IT’S SO HUGE LISA!! “ Jisoo screamed 

 

 

 

 

So i just continued walking towards them and approach Jennie as i peek a little bit since the bear is so huge.

 

 

 

 

“ Uh hi ? “ 

 

 

 

Jennie frowned and smiled.

 

 

 

“ What’s that for? “ 

 

 

 

“ Happy birthday? “ I said in a confused tone as i push the bear from her and waiting for her to accept it.

 

 

 

“ Why do you need to buy this thing Lisa, i said it’s okay even if you are not going to make it “ Jennie said

 

 

 

Well.

 

 

 

“ Because this will make you happy? Cause everyone makes this bear happy “ i said

 

 

 

Then she giggled and accepted the bear, I also showed her the bouquet of roses and chocolates.

 

 

 

 

“ Isn’t that too sweet for the both of you, Lisa? “ Jisoo smirked.

 

 

 

“ What? I don’t think this is sweet tho “ i said

 

 

 

Jennie giggled.

 

 

 

“ I don’t know what to say actually but incase you don’t know only couples do this “ 

 

 

 

I frowned.

 

 

 

“ We’re not couples but we’re friends and all of people makes this things happy right? “ i asked

 

 

 

She continued giggle.

 

 

 

“ Wow. “ 

 

 

 

People are looking at us already and i can hear some girls chit chattering us.

 

 

 

But Jisoo keeps on teasing us like if i feel something about Jennie or what.

 

 

 

“ I like Jennie, who doesn’t right? “ I asked

 

 

 

Jisoo slapped my shoulder and scolded me.

 

 

 

“ I’m not asking you if you like her as a friend but i’m asking you if you like her as someone that you want to be your girlfriend “ Jisoo said

 

 

 

Girlfriend?

 

 

 

“ But she’s my girl friend right? “ i asked

 

 

 

Then all i can see is Jisoo face palm and so done with explaining to me.

 

 

 

 

“ But if Lisa will be my girlfriend then i will be grateful to receive these “ Jennie laughed

 

 

 

“ DATE ALREADY “ Jisoo shouted

 

 

 

Then i saw Jennie smell the flowers and play with the huge bear as she give me this sweet smile on her face that made me feel at ease.

 

 

 

“ Are we okay now? “ i asked

 

 

 

“ Who said we’re not okay? “ Jennie giggled.

 

 

 

“ Well “ i scratch my head and sighed.

 

 

 

“ Y’all being the issue here now, Should i make you both kiss already? Cause i think some girls will attack Jennie because they like Lisa “ Jisoo said as she looked around.

 

 

 

“ What kiss? “ I asked

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“ You never kissed anyone before? “ Jisoo asked

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I shook my head.

 

 

 

 

“ Is that necessary? i think i find it gross “ I said

 

 

 

They both laughed.

 

 

 

“ It’s not that you’re going to kiss everyone, You only kiss someone who you love “ Jisoo explained

 

 

 

“ I love you “ I said to Jennie

 

 

 

And it made her laughed.

 

 

 

“ But doesn’t mean we’re going to kiss right? I mean I love you like i like you. I can’t even put it in the right words “ I said

 

 

 

Jisoo laughed.

 

 

 

“ You’re so innocent and pure. “ 

 

 

 

Then Jennie slowly walk towards me and stare at me.

 

 

 

I was so shocked when she put her arms around me and move her face closer to me.

 

 

 

 

“ What are you doing? “ 

 

 

 

 

“ Why aren’t you flinching a little bit? “ she said

 

 

 

I frowned.

 

 

 

“ Why should i flinch? “ 

 

 

 

 

“ If i did this to other people maybe they’re going to feel nervous “ Jennie said

 

 

 

Why?

 

 

 

“ But i don’t feel so nervous at all “ I said

 

 

 

Jennie smiled.

 

 

 

 

She slowly move her face closer to me and feel something damp on my cheeks as she pull me closer.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“ Thank you, Lisa “

 

 

** END OF LISA’S POV **