really sorry for late update, been pretty busy with Christmas and other stuff

Donghae's pv :

Woke up middle of the night, just thinking, cant believe that I kissed boss and told him I liked him, just I don't know what got over me.  Hope he is not mad at me or will start to avoid me.

I was on my way to the kitchen when i heard some noises and arguings,  sounded like a woman, I walked quietly and closer to listen to what they were saying, I know I shouldn't but yeah couldn't control myself . I saw back of a woman, and Boss on couch , looked like she was holding stuff like bandages, and she yelled 

"Oppa!, how can you be so ing stupid to fall for the oldest trick in the book?" 

"wife, just calm down, knew it was a set up but I had to take that risk, incase they really did have you" 

Wife? I thought, he has a wife? what is going on?  Felt my heart drop, then I heard,

"Just take off your mask so I can clean the wounds, you are bleeding a lot."

Bleeding,? he is bleeding, now I couldn't control myself and walked out

"why are you bleeding?, are you hurt?"

I asked while rushing over to them, the woman turned around, startled , and i saw that not only was she very beautiful but also pregnant. 

"i'm sorry didn't mean to interrupt, just your hurt boss?" 

And  I looked down, couldn't face them, didn't want them to see my tears, then I heard som groaning, which made me look up,

"no no don't get up, let your wife finish, i will go so you can take your mask of, "

and i ran out of the house before they could say anything.

When i got outside i kept running and running, and ended up in the middle of no where, my tears kept running down. He is married, my fault for never asking if he was with anyone, my fault for falling in love with him, no i'm not in love, its just a crush, nothing more i tried to convince myself, but my heart was hurting so bad. And seeing him bleed so much was so painful, made me think on what could of  happened, and my mind wandered of to Mr S, thinking it was my fault he got involved with him.  And then my mind went back to, he is married and they expecting a baby, I need to find Mr S to get him off his case , the baby deserve to have his dad around. 

Was walking in town, on places where Mr S or his minions would hang out to see if i caught them,  but every time they saw me, they all went the other way, i tried to talk to them but they just ignored me. 

What was going on? i thought, was almost like they were  scared of me. Suddenly I got a text, 

"heard you are looking