Donghae's Pv : 

Boss was telling me so much, and was alot to take in, but he likes me too.  Then he talked about my childhood story, no way, no way, and I was tearing up, 

"Huykjae?"  I asked in a low voice

is it really him?  Boss nodded carefully. My mind went blank for a minuet and both were quiet, I could tell Boss staring at me, and he asked carefully

" are you okay? "

I was zoning out, did not reply right away, and then he squeezed my hands a little to get me to react, and I looked at him, and just  jumped on him, holding him tight, hugging him. Cant believe my bestfriend, my first love was right in front of me. 

He hugged me back, and we sat like that for a while until my tears stopped. Suddenly lot of question came up,

"why did you just leave?"  "why did you not come back?" I know I hurt you badly but you should have come back at least once, after all we had been through."

I said while crying and hitting him softly on his chest.

" I m so so so sorry Huykjae, for hurting you, and  not finding you to explain and apologize" 

"its okay, its okay, stop crying please, hurts me so bad seeing you cry, and  I'm sorry too for not going back once to look for you either, but I was beyond heartbroken, and was so much drama with the family I just closed up"

He said in a soft voice and hugged me tight again.

After few moments with silence I said

" I really missed you so much you know. " 

"deep down, I did too, but I ended up hating you , I felt so betrayed you know? "  

I nodded, 

"I'm so sorry" 

We were just laying in bed holding each other and just talking about the time in between then and now, when I asked 

"is it because of the burns you got when younger that you wear a mask?" 

"No"

he said short

"then why?" 

He got up, and pulled me up and said, 

"think you need to sit up for this"  

Now I got nervous, and he kneeled in front of me again, and held my hands

"When they found my dad, they wanted to check if I was really his before letting me enter the house, whic