Farewell

To Live Will Be an Awfully Big Adventure

The two miniatures sat on the edge of the enormous desk, swinging their little legs to and fro in the air, holding hands. They surveyed the printed manuscripts strewn on the floor with a melancholy fondness, reading the golden lettering one by one.

The Benefactor, Those Who Are Dead Feel No Pain, Pawprints on Bedsheets, A Coffee Filter Crown, Dead Man’s Hand, The Benefactor II…” Jihoon looked up. “We’ve been on a lot of adventures, haven’t we?”

“We weren’t quite the focus of Dead Man’s Hand,” Seungcheol chuckled. “But yes, we’ve been on a lot of adventures together. With the others, too.”

The four-inch figure of Jihoon turned to look up at the human behind the writing desk. “What’s the next adventure going to be, Arthur?”

The author sighed, leaning back in his chair. “I don’t know, Jihoon. I don’t know if there’ll be another adventure.”

“What?”

Suddenly the two were joined by their eleven friends, each scurrying from their corner of the room, all jumping onto the desk in shock. “What do you mean, be another adventure?” Jeonghan asked sadly. “There’ll be more adventures, won’t there Arthur?”

“…I don’t think so, little one. Maybe… maybe someday I can take you all on another adventure. But for now… we’ll have to stop having so many adventures.”

“But why?” Chan pulled on his sleeve. “I want to be part of fun adventures too. I had a lot going for me.”

“I know, Channie. I’m sorry.” Arthur picked the boy up in his hand, no larger than his own palm. “I love you boys very dearly. It’s been fun, going on adventures. There’s still lots of them to be had – half-imagined adventures with no endings and plenty of action in them. It’s been fun, being Arthur and doing this with you all. But Arthur only ever came into existence so I could create The Benefactor. I never imagined it would stretch this long. It’s time for me to stop being Arthur and getting back to my real life.”

“Can.” Jihoon’s voice was very quiet. “Can we still have adventures there? In your real life?”

 “You boys will always be with me,” Arthur promised. “And we will always have adventures together, one way or another. But it’s time for me to leave now. Maybe I’ll come back someday. Maybe not. It’ll be a surprise. For us all. Until then… it’s time to finish up.”

Chan was let down gently.

“Your real account,” Minghao mumbled sadly. “Where you’re not Arthur… can we still have adventures there? We had a really fun adventure in the past there. Nobody even died. Much.”

“Maybe,” Arthur answered. “I hope so. I’m not sure. I’m not even sure why I don’t want to be Arthur anymore – not sure why I quit my personal account, not sure why I want to leave. I’m not even sure I can stop writing our adventures together. No matter what, we’ll always be having adventures in my mind together. But right now… I want to live my own life, not Arthur’s life.”

The group wasn’t happy, but they were placated.

Arthur’s mouse hovered over the log out button. “After all,” he whispered, clicking on it, “to live would be an awfully big adventure.”

 

 

To my readers, my sweet, sweet readers.

Nothing I ever do will be able to recompense for the love and encouragement you have given me. I will never forget your kind words, or the genuine love and adoration you have always afforded me. I hope I’ve left you all some great stories to remember me by. I would so dearly love it if you cherished the stories the way I have. The way I do.

I have enjoyed working for you all so much. In truth, I do not know why I feel like the time has come to leave, I just do – in a strange, unforgiving kind of way, because it honestly hurts me to go. I want to cry so badly, because such a large part of me doesn’t want to leave. It wants to stay and make more adventures, forever. But even I need a break. As many of you may have guessed, my health hasn’t been so good lately. I think I need time to recuperate.

You’ll forgive me, won’t you? If one day I come back to take you on another adventure, forgive this transgression.

Thank you so much.

 

Enjoy the comeback.

 

Love, Arthur me.

 

 

 

The End.

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veIvetdiamond
#1
Chapter 1: I just read The Benefactor tonight and then I found this.
You've really blown my mind. How can someone be this creative and thoughtful?
Even in goodbye, you managed to give your readers something so beautiful--magical even.

I know this comment is kinda late, but I just wanna leave this message here.
Thank you so much, for creating those stories. Thank you for being Arthur, even for just a short while...
I'd be sure to read and enjoy the rest of those adventures you've created. And I'm sure each of them will be just as magical...
Jihoonfreak
#2
Chapter 1: Chapter 1: Chapter 1: before you decide to leave, i have had a feeling you will, right after the last benefactor. my last wish was, i wish, during that time, actually there would be special story for jihan hehe as i always adore the way you portrayed them, but, that is not the case (it was just my thouhgt). i felt like the time is coming (about you going to end the benefactor II in which, means, the time you will leave too). as much as i adore your writing and how you build your story, it was a feeling of worried and anxious (of not be able to handle my respond to your farewell) that i honestly postponed -(and really really late to say a proper good bye for you too-reading your ending story for so - so - so long (i just realized, i just had had my mind hanging with curiousity (yet too afraid to face reality, and to see your lastgoodbye, for months, 5months(?), and forgive me for i also just knew this post today too TT.

it was all happines, arthur, or author-nim (or whoever the name you have ). the moment that i had and other readers too, feel like a roller-coaster. i have never been felt that excited, sad, crumple, and laugh out of loud by reading at someone's artwork. your stories give me that thrilled feeling, and even though it thrills me so much i really really enjoy it as whole (every little thing there) and it makes me feel alive as a reader. following you for the whole year was a great moment i had. i remember i set to read your story at night, holding my breath for a couple second (making myself ready for any unexpected heart break or excited feeling) then begin to read until past dawn, (bustling over your stories alone). it was fun, it was lovely. you have filled my past year with something that i could wait for, and i could feel for. thank you for sharing all of these with us too. i send you all of the good things in your real life, praying that you will always be alright and run your life well. i will always thankful for you, and i will always wish you all good. this will still be a part of my history life. farewell too, let's met again some another time. love - readers
edit: jihan reconciliation finally! Thank you so much! Sorry for really really long message as i burst out all of my feelin g and did double farewell. Thank you for everything!
Hope5C #3
Chapter 1: Thanks for the great stories, you made me laugh and cry and I really enjoyed your stories. Looking forward to your next adventure!
Sookaini
#4
Chapter 1: You're stories were the absolute best I've wept many tears reading your amazing stories with amazing unexpected plots. The way you portrayed out your stories made it so unique and addicting YOUR STORIES WILL BE MISSED :"")))
i loved waiting for updates and reading your stories I'm grateful for you giving us a proper goodbye !!
Hope you come back to writing someday ;; <3
sujuholic07
#5
Chapter 1: Sign me up for the next adventure. Adventures with you are always worth it. I will wait. I know your adventures are always worth the wait. :)
ivytlz #6
Chapter 1: this was such a beautifully unique way to give your farewell <3
thank you so much for the amazing adventures your writing has taken us on, and I wish you the best with your health and every future endeavor! and know that if you do decide to return, I expect you'll be welcomed back with open arms :)
best of luck with everything!!
Myhansouls #7
Chapter 1: This made me tear up, I hope you get well and smile often ❤ You are such a beautiful writer and if someday you comeback, I'll look forward to it. If not, I wish you the best in life~
infinite_infires_me #8
Chapter 1: You don't need to ask for forgiveness because you've done nothing wrong. You're not at fault. It would be an honor if you'll come back and take us on a rollercoaster ride again. We're happy for you and for your choices. Why am I tearing up? Goodness! Maybe you won't ever read this but I'll miss you fam. Take care! Good luck!
Sammie_17 #9
Chapter 1: To live is the biggest adventure of all. Wishing you a great time outside of this online world, and hoping that if you do come back in the future, you'll tell us all about your newest adventures! Best of luck ?
Na_Foresther #10
Chapter 1: (Sending virtual hugs) I'll miss you a lot