I went back to my room. I stayed up finishing my coffee and waiting for him to come in. After a few minutes of my coffee being gone I gave up and fell asleep. Why did I even think that maybe he would come in and fall asleep with me? I was out of my mind.

It was about an hour later when I felt something at the foot of my bed. I looked up and saw Tae trying to crawl up to me without waking me. I smiled. He was so cute. I looked at him.

"Hyung?"

He looked up at me and smiled. "Sorry tried not to wake you up."

I laughed. "come here Hyung. " 

He crawled up so that he was laying on the pillow next to me. I go to fall back asleep but get a weird feeling. His arms are at his sides and he seems rigid. Not like he usually was. I opened my eyes and saw him focusing on me.

"Hyung are you ok?" 

He looked at me more then sighed.

"No I'm not ok. Ok I can't sleep at all. I've gotten up for the last couple weeks because I hear you crying and I want to come comfort you. But i never have the guts to actually come in so I just let you cry. I try to put on a brave face and pretend I'm fine. But really I'm not. And to add to all of this I've fallen in love with you and I can't stop..." 

He stops and looks at me as if he said too much. Yet it was everything I needed to hear. Before I can say anything his lips are on mine and I can't breathe. He lets go a little too quickly.

"Sorry." He says. "I'll leave now. I have d