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Description
Minatozaki Sana is just a normal girl. But the problem is she has too many issues in her life, she is a broken home child, that caused her being a bipolar disorder, even her close friends know that. Sadly her close friends or i might say the people that Sana always thought as best friends, almost all the time they ignored. Whereas, a girl like Sana need attention from people that close with her. Besides her parents always got no time for her, all her best friends mostly ignored her, so Sana always being depressed by herself. She feels like she is useless and doesn’t deserve to be alive.
She did self harm a lot, that’s why she always wore jacket or sweater to hide the scars on her wrists. She sometimes thought about suicide, but she always worried if she does that, she will just burdening her parents.
Sometime, no scratch that, every time Sana always prayed that someday, there’s someone will understand her like she always wanted. Someone will love her like she always loved her parent and best friends.
Foreword
When she’s arrived, there’s no one there. She’s on the 5th floors and it was so high when she looks down. The thoughts suddenly come. Sana suddenly can’t think straight.
“WHYYYY!!! ARE YOU UP THERE GOD?! WHY ME? OUT OF ALL PEOPLE WHY MUST ME TO BE THE ONE THROUGH THIS!” Sana screams out and sob.
She begin to climb on the top and look down. This is it, she’s gonna end it soon. She doesn’t care anymore, no one even doesn’t care anymore.
she closed her eyes. She prayed also, asked for God to forgives her sins. Then she open her arms as if she ready to fly, with tears on her face. She smiled and begin to leans forward to make her fall to the ground
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