JUST BY LOOKING AT YOU BEING HAPPY IS ENOUGH FOR ME

YOUR SMILE, YOUR LAUGHTER BASICALLY EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU BEING HAPPY IS ALL I WANT TO SEE

 

 

SEEING YOU GETTING HAPPY WITH SOMEONE THAT IS TRULY GOOD TO YOU BREAKS MY HEART BUT I KNEW THAT LETTING YOU GO IS THE ONLY THING THAT I CAN FOR YOU

YOU DESERVE BETTER 

YOU DESERVE WAY BETTER

I JUST NEED YOU TO BE HAPPY

I JUST NEED YOU TO BE HEALTHY

AND THIS IS WHAT I CAN WISH FOR 

 

 

I DON'T ASK FOR MUCH, 

I JUST HOPE WE COULD CONTINUE BEING FRIEND AND THIS IS ALL I EVER ASKED FOR

 

BUT WHAT I CAN SAY IS DREAM ON

 

I COULD HAVE BE THE ONE INTERLOCKING MY HAND WITH YOUR HAND...

I COULD HAVE BE THE ONE ADMIRING THE STARS WITH YOU...

I COULD HAVE BE THE ONE YOU LOVE SO MUCH...

I COULD HAVE BE THE ONE CLINGING ONTO YOU EVERYWHERE YOU GO...

I COULD HAVE BE THE ONE BEING JEALOUS AT ALL THE GIRLS TALKING TO YOU...

 

BUT I KNEW I SCREWED UP

ALL THE HAPPINESS THAT WE ONCE SHARED, HAVE GONE SCATTERING TO THE GROUND

 

IF I DID NOT GET DRUNK THAT DAY...

IF I DID NOT GET INTO A FIGHT WITH YOU...

IF I DID NOT SHOUT AND SCREAM AT YOU...

IF I DID NOT SLAP YOU...

 

ALL THIS WOULD NOT HAVE HAPPENED

 

IT BREAKS MY HEART WHENEVER YOU IGNORED ME AS YOU SEE ME

IT BREAKS MY HEART WHENEVER I LOOK THROUGH YOUR PHOTOS 

I KNEW IT BREAKS MY HEART BUT THE LOVE THAT I ONCE GAVE TO YOU HAVE NEVER FADE AWAY

 

IT IS ALL THE FOOLISHNESS THAT I HAVE ON THAT DAY

 

IT IS ALL MY FAULT... 

 

IT IS ALL MY FAULT... THAT EVERYTHING HAVE TURN OUT THIS WAY

 

BUT I AM GLAD THAT SOMEONE CAME INTO YOUR LIFE...

...GIVES YOU THE HAPPINESS THAT I COULD NOT GIVE TO YOU

...HEAL YOUR BROKEN HEART 

...GIVES YOU EVERYTHING THAT I SHOULD HAVE GIVE TO YOU

 

 

[Back to present]

 

 

SITTING ON THE SEAT WHILE FACING THE WINDOWS 

LEANING AGAINST THE DESK 

HOLDING ON TO THE PHOTO OF US TOGETHER

TEARS ROLLING DOWN MY CHEEKS

I PROCEED TO LOOK UP ON THE SKY

LOOKING AT HOW THE SUN SHINES BRIGHTLY

 

I TURN AND SLOWLY WALK TOWARDS MY BED 

SWALLOWING THE WHOLE BOTTLE OF PILLS AND GENTLY LAY ON MY BED 

 

 

THINKING.........

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

EVERYTHING WILL BE OVER

 

 

 

MINKYUNG, I LOVE YOU