Lies

Lies

He lies every time.

He lies, just because he can.

I know, because it’s the truth. He lies for his own selfish reasons, not even caring if someone would be hurt. Not caring if I'm to be hurt.

Stop smiling.

Stop talking to me.

Stop touching me.

Stop hugging me.

Stop making my heart hurt.

Not only his words are lies, his actions are also. He doesn't know the consequences of his actions. He doesn't know that when he touches me, my body becomes warm, as if a flame is engulfing me. He doesn't know the shaky breath I escape every time I am close to him, the excitement I can barely control.

"Are you okay, Seob?" he says as if he's worried of me, but I know he isn't.

Stop caring.

Stop making me think you care.

Stop making me hopelessly in love with you.

"Y-yeah. I'm fine, just a little tired."

Everyone thinks you are worried sick about me, and I scoff about it.

Look at you; you're making them believe in your lies.

But I won't fall for it anymore.

I won't fall for your cheap tricks into thinking that you actually have feelings for me, into your trap that I'm already trying not to fall completely.

I'm not worried about you.

I don't care if you crawl into a rock and die.

You're just my band mate, my friend and that's it.

I can never fall in love with you.

Again, look at what you did. Your lies have become infectious.

Even I'm lying.

And that's why I can't distinguish the truth from your lies.

Are you saying the truth?

Or

Am I just thinking and hoping that for once, you would say one true thing?

"Are you and Hara-sshi going out?"

"No, we're just friends. "

Liar.

Why do you keep on lying when the news are already out?

Why do you.. Keep on hurting me?

He says he's the joker, wouldn't that mean that his statements are half-truth and lies?

Stop confusing me.

Stop lying.

Just stop, whatever you're doing to me.

"Happy Birthday Yoseob-ah. I love you," you tweet to me on my birthday. "

A lie again.

It makes my heart hurt.

But that's fine.

Don't ever say the truth.

I'll believe you for now, just because you lied.

A/N: Drabble fail. Meant to put some more substance but got tired, I'll be regretting it later. Yoseob believes on Junhyung's lie, because he can guarantee it is a lie, thus somehow the truth for him. It was better for Junhyung to lie to him, than Junhyung saying the truth and Yoseob wondering whether it is a lie or not. Confusing matters.